I'd probably baffle you as to who the real Cecil is if we ever met face-to-face...
Like I said on another thread : we are what we write, of course that really isn't it in a nustshell (is it ever??) - we are what we write and what people read into it. That's more like it... but it's so cumbersome to write, right? don't we prefer short and sweet, to the point? haha!