When I'm pissed....
Posted: December 15th, 2004, 3:49 pm
I write in my journal. It's something I do so that I won't seem as completely hopeless as I sometimes am, and to purge myself from the numerous ridiculous thoughts that lounge about in that fucked head of mine. Thus, bored one night, I gave myself the requiremnet of recording time, date, place, coital activity, alcohol, nicotine intake and of course, weight. Since a friend of mine saw those little inserts, and found them hilarious, I decided I'd share this month's entries w/ you guys. The last few such recordings have been as follows:
Dec. 1. 04 Sex: (laughs dryly)
Midnight Weight: I think it's broken
Toilet, shitting Alcohol today: no
(*5 tokes; Parliment)
Dec. 3. 04 Sex: None
High Noon Weight: over
in corner (have been bad) Alcohol Today: Uhhhh...
(**full tokes; Newport)
Dec. 4. 04 Sex: hallucienigenically
11.00pm Weight: too poor to eat?
Chicago Alcohol today: bottle cheap wine
(***no tokes)
Dec. 8. 04 Sex: must not care as celebrating Jim's Bday
6.25pm Weight: see above
on rooftop Alcohol Today: Jack Daniels--- the whole thing
(#full tokes (twice); both Newport)
Dec. 9. 04 Sex: I got head in a daydream
3something Weight: beer
between my ears like Lrod Alcohol Today: beer
(2 tokes; Newport)
Dec. 12. 04 Sex: do my hands count?
4.19am Weight: all of it?
bathtub, drunk Alcohol Today: Margaritaville!
(Full tokes (thrice); Newport)
Dec. 14. 04 Sex:am jealous of frequent-shaggers
dunno, 11pm? Weight:have drowned self in salt
living room(square) Alcohol Today:no
(8 tokes; Parliment)
Dec. 15. 04 Sex: none, as am hopeless lout
11am Weight:looks good as have started day w/apple
Class being Alcohol today: too soon to tell
lectured to (Full tokes; Newport)
*number of drags I took from a cigarette
**means I smoked the whole thing
***means I didn't smoke at all
#menas I smoked a certain number of cigarettes
Dec. 1. 04 Sex: (laughs dryly)
Midnight Weight: I think it's broken
Toilet, shitting Alcohol today: no
(*5 tokes; Parliment)
Dec. 3. 04 Sex: None
High Noon Weight: over
in corner (have been bad) Alcohol Today: Uhhhh...
(**full tokes; Newport)
Dec. 4. 04 Sex: hallucienigenically
11.00pm Weight: too poor to eat?
Chicago Alcohol today: bottle cheap wine
(***no tokes)
Dec. 8. 04 Sex: must not care as celebrating Jim's Bday
6.25pm Weight: see above
on rooftop Alcohol Today: Jack Daniels--- the whole thing
(#full tokes (twice); both Newport)
Dec. 9. 04 Sex: I got head in a daydream
3something Weight: beer
between my ears like Lrod Alcohol Today: beer
(2 tokes; Newport)
Dec. 12. 04 Sex: do my hands count?
4.19am Weight: all of it?
bathtub, drunk Alcohol Today: Margaritaville!
(Full tokes (thrice); Newport)
Dec. 14. 04 Sex:am jealous of frequent-shaggers
dunno, 11pm? Weight:have drowned self in salt
living room(square) Alcohol Today:no
(8 tokes; Parliment)
Dec. 15. 04 Sex: none, as am hopeless lout
11am Weight:looks good as have started day w/apple
Class being Alcohol today: too soon to tell
lectured to (Full tokes; Newport)
*number of drags I took from a cigarette
**means I smoked the whole thing
***means I didn't smoke at all
#menas I smoked a certain number of cigarettes