It's not just the tax execs, it's just about everything, or so it seems today after another grueling, soul sucking day at work, where everyday you leave feeling like somehow you just didn't do enough dirty work for the government, or at least that's how I feel in this newish job I'm still struggling so hard at. Sigh. Even if you are a whistleblower it does no good. I cannot describe to you how this job I have as a disability adjudicator has soured me. It's a very twisted, smug ideal, presented as an entitlement to hard working Americans but don't be fooled. It's totally misrepresented. You have to be terminal, or legless and armless to be allowed. Or, you have to be over 55, unskilled, non english speaking. And most of the cases i've dealt with that have been allowances have been just that. People from other countries come here to retire on your tax dollars folks. What? Did you think all that Social security money they deduct from your paycheck was for you in case you became disabled? Sure you did, but Americans you forgot something. You let the government define disabled and they have made it into a legal travesty, with medical hoops that most people just cannot jump. I mean, if you have an amputated leg, or both legs amputated? Well it 's a matter of how and where the amputation is, and, if you can still use your arms and you have a wheelchair well then by Jove you can do something to support yourself and you are therefore, not eligible, or therefore, your benefits are denied.
It's amazing and I really don't understand why I am doing this, cept if I don't do it, I won't have any money to live off. Big Sigh. Do you know how hard this is for me? Why can't i just work in some little office, or in a field office for SS? At least that way I could tell all these hopeful applicants that their chances for disability benefits are slim to none, you know, like tell them the truth up front?(what a concept)

and then help them come up with a plan B. Instead they lure them in, set them up for disappointment, and when you are down, disappointment is lethal. I know this firsthand.
HOW CAN WE CHANGE THIS!!!!!I mean no wonder Katrina was such an amazing mess! The government is incompetent, immovable and a veritable weight of meaningless paperwork, and insane legal processes, that invites you in to apply for your hard earned benefits, even gives you money while you're waiting for a decision! Then, when you are denied, it throws you to the streets. You think the banks ripped you off? Heh. That ain't nothing compared to this rip off. Applicants try over and over again, they even hire lawyers! But nope, 90 percent of applications are denied. And it's all done via an incredibly huge, weird legal process, with laws they write and change when necessary etc. Most of the workers there are folks who think that everyone applying for disability benefits must be a loser!
Me? Hell I feel for some of these people. I mean sure there are people who try to get a "free ride" as they call it but not everyone, not the fucking majority! Most people have paid into the system via their jobs for years! I truly do not like my job. As I understand it more and more, how it works, I am just so angry/sad and I feel like there is nothing that can change it, except for me to lose my job if speak too candidly about it. I do tell applicants on the phone to have a plan B. If they fire me for that then they can go fuck themselves. I'm just being honest and trying to help people who are setting their sights on something that most likely will not happen. There is so much I could tell you. But my arm hurts because I got a tetanus shot yesterday, at the doctors, another perk from my "job" of screwing the American people, good health care. SIGH.
What shall I do? People, look into this, inform yourselves and speak your dismay!!!!!!We are the only ones who can change this insanity, information is power, check your Gov. Social Security agency out man, you won't believe who is really ripping you off.....
And thanks for letting me RANT!
H
