Studio8 - Uniting the Arts

so um...how much does sex rule the day to day for a "normal "person...i know it effects me numerous times hourly. although i do get visual stimulation from "hot" women...it is the genuine women that really get me. there is a hotness all to itself of women that are genuine. i cant help myself though with almost any interaction with a female i find aesthetically and or intellectually appealing. the thought is there. is it abnormal to have sexual thoughts upon a common male female interaction. is it that ingrained in all of us to procreate and or have relations. it would seem not, as many do not have children and remain celibate. are some better at keeping these thoughts at bay or do they not have them, or are they just repressed. am i a sex fiend? i know it is in my mind upon almost every encounter with a women i find attractive. not in how i act but in how i think(sometimes act). i have a thought of being with the women i interact with. even by just sight. do women also have this thought consistently? do most men? do many sexually incorporate others upon normal interaction? as i know some do in a deviant way, my thoughts coincide with a mutually beneficial thought process, to give to get. am i juvenile in my interaction? is manogamy for the few. are we more like the bonobos than the penguin? it would seem that way with how marriage is statistically. one pairing is more beneficial with no community, as many of us live, but our minds dont seem to want it, why are we so jealous when we constantly think of others? or um, why am i


like owning land, the governmen still owns that shit, we are just tenants, slaves with benefits, if they are gonna tax your death, shouldnt they pay for the funeral? its not cool to pay for your own party when someone else is gettin most of the presents

not sure why i went to that, but i didnt want to delete it, so um what have you. i guess opiates would be the cure if i wanted a different problem, although loving women cant really be lumped into the problem category, no matter how innept one may be...hope i didnt kill the responses with my meanderings...

hmmm.... I remember sex. It was fun.

hola sonofthesun! so ... a lot of questions and some ums...!: it sounds like a Kinsey proyect for the mind-activity, cool!
is it abnormal to have sexual thoughts upon a common male female interaction.: no
do women also have this thought consistently? ... do you mean thoughts about fucking every man considered somehow interesting or stimulating? I can only talk about myself: no, not always.
are some better at keeping these thoughts at bay or do they not have them, or are they just repressed. mmm....maybe!. To have a sexual partner is the best way for most people to flow in an energetic way, but it´s not the only one. To be kind with our kundalini and also our symptoms seems a good attitude with or without sexual partner!
am i juvenile in my interaction? well, I don´t know...!, besides I don´t know your age!
mmm...the last two párrafos seem more like a rant than setting questions..., good luck!

I need a moral waiver.

It was fun.

I like androgeny!

dont want to f every female, but the thought of interaction is there, most times, i am a lover of the feminine, and i need their love, me being adopted had stunted my ability to share that, or maybe its just me, my catholic mother couldn't of helped though, i need love from women, i used to place you on a pedestal, denying myself your touch, and i didnt reallize my error until hurt from one of your own, my idea is more realistic now, we are of the same cloth, yet...you are the ones that create universes within your self, so unto you i bow, unto you i love, all is necessary, yet i still place feminine before myself, no matter how we interact, it is you that gave me birth, i am enamored of your beauty, pornography gets me off but it needs to stop, love must be shared not bought, as after i am spent i regret

i dont know, it sucks to say i am more like a dog, my love is free, i have no need for useless things, i sit here wanting true love, just scrath my ear, and you shall have it