I suppose their are others here who know death as up close and personal as jimboloco. I posted something about a bad mushroom omeleted I ate. As I lay there chilled to the bone with the snake goddess dancing behind my eye lids, I wondered if I should call 911 to come and pump my stomach out. I decided that it would be tt

-ing. I decided to save my dignity and just let my liver rot from the inside out. And I just wanted death to bring it on. My imagination for death is pretty vivid, I tell jimboloco blessed are those who have not seen yet believe. So I layed there waiting to die, and then the thought struck me that I would lay there and rot fully conscious until the stink drew the neighbors, then a ride in a hearse (jimboloco flew a hearse in south east asia during the war games) then a plain wood box and darkness and still I was there. There until every last bit of me was transformed to into other forms. Both animate and inanimate. Maggots, daises, earth whatever then came the worst part of my nightmare, I dreamt my soul rose up to heaven and there St Peter wanted to know my social security number or I could not get in. And I had left my wallet behind.
sorry for the ramble, I jimboloco says that laying around waiting to decompose ti a Tibetan kind of thing.
additional comments added 08/29/05
Some scientists speculate that some part of consciousness may linger in the limbic nervous system.
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THE LIMBIC SYSTEM AND THE SOUL
From: Zygon, the Journal of Religon and Science (in press, March, 2001)
by R. Joseph, Ph.D.
THE LIMBIC SYSTEM AND THE SOUL
Evolution and the Neuroanatomy of Religious Experience1
Can a lizard comprehend a man?
Can a man comprehend a God?
Who dares speak for God?
Perhaps...
Even the gods have gods.
A belief in the transmigration of the soul, of an afterlife, of a world beyond the grave, may well have been a human characteristic for at least 100,000 years (Belfer-Cohen and Hovers 1992; Butzer 1982; McCown 1937; Rightmire 1984; Schwarcz et al. 1988; Smirnov 1989; Trinkaus 1986). Despite their primitive cognitive capabilities, even "archaic" human beings who wondered the planet over 120,000 years ago carefully buried their dead (Butzer 1982; Rightmire 1984); and like modern H. sapiens sapiens, they prepared the recently departed for the journey to the Great Beyond: across the sea of dreams, to the land of the dead, the realm of the ancestors and the gods.
Indeed, it could be argued that the essence of "God," and of our living soul, may be slumbering within the depths of the ancient limbic lobe which is buried within the belly of the brain. And not just the soul or the Great Spirit of the Lord God, for in the Upanishads and Tao it is said, and as Buddha, Lao Tzu, Chuang Tzu, Jesus (St. Luke 17: 21), the Sufis, and many Sumerian, Babylonian, Jewish, Arabic, Aryan, Egyptian, Greek, Roman, Indian, Muslim, and Gnostic mystics have proclaimed, "The kingdom of God is within you."
Not sure about this guy Joseph, he maybe a charlatan. But he is interesting. I can’t find the link anymore.