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Axanderdeath wrote:I suggest a fourm for men to talk about thier feelings!!! the only reason any man would regect this is because his balls are fucking poten-shelly hurt by being really--to this I say come on down to montreal nd let me beat your bitch head with a base-ball bat whore!!!!

I regret posting that, it is not really me...

Axanderdeath wrote:I suggest a fourm for men to talk about thier feelings!!!

Actually man, that's a great idea. I dunno about the beating whore-heads in, but the discussing feelings thing is golden. And long overdue. How bout this thread is it.

Feelings, feelings...

I feel great, man. How about you?

again rat bag--and if any girls-women even look at my post any more. Sorry hopefully what I write from now on will show my trying to change, no exuse though, all I can give now is a feeble sorry.

Did a freight train loaded with retard gas derail and explode in your neighborhood recently?

got dam scooter
we are sensitive nude age guys here
have a little compassion


Geoff how about a board called The Toilet Bowl
We could post boring stuff there about power trips.
oiy vey

sure, you are both right--very creative...

my trying to change

don't change Geoff, we love you just as you are.
I could have been gay myself very easily
just a simple twist of fate.
made me the commited solipsizer of women that I am.
sexual orientation is not easily determined nurture, nature, and time and chance.

I would not worry too much about these virutal silicon sisters here
it is the women in the real world you got to show a little tenderness to, no matter who you are or what you are.

carry on.
there are enough boards here Ax death
just like chess
you got to play the whole board
or you will lose every time.

I was on a 5 day bender at the time--I did not really think about all the meanings that could of been taken--that being siad I do not want to go on another 5 day bender ever agian--not only because I say things that, apparently, make me sound like a closet homosexual women hater, but because on the 6th morning it is hurt--the bit about men talking about their feeling--I had been going to aa for 5 days before the 5 day bender--not a good cycle, must break it, no more benders, perhaps no more aa--reliogous stuff there is a pain kind of--I want a copy of the I-chaing or somthing--the book of changes, I read this philip k dick boook that talked about it, during the bender--don't worry I will still probally get pissed of and write alot of really stupid things--I hate chess....

Axanderdeath wrote:I was on a 5 day bender at the time--I did not really think about all the meanings that could of been taken--that being siad I do not want to go on another 5 day bender ever agian--not only because I say things that, apparently, make me sound like a closet homosexual women hater, but because on the 6th morning it is hurt--the bit about men talking about their feeling--I had been going to aa for 5 days before the 5 day bender--not a good cycle, must break it, no more benders, perhaps no more aa--reliogous stuff there is a pain kind of--I want a copy of the I-chaing or somthing--the book of changes, I read this philip k dick boook that talked about it, during the bender--don't worry I will still probally get pissed of and write alot of really stupid things--I hate chess....

one more thing I have never beat any women at all ever--fuck it I am just editeing it.

Geoff thinking about ratbag's post about models. If you got a model in your head that alcoholism is some sort of character flaw you are wrong. I think it is genetic, not a character flaw but a disease. The worse thing you could do is beat yourself up about it.
Why can't you but a half litter and nurse it along. Just drink it until you feel good. I got no problem with booze, I can usualy make a half pint las ta week. Pour myself a couple of straight shots and feel nice. Pot is definetly a problem for me. I got to try and smoke the whole got dam bag as fast as I can. So I don't keep it around anymore. You got to see what is on the end of your fork, next time you buy a bottle think about it. Make yourself conscious of what you are doing. Buy as lttle as you need. Why do you have to poison yourself. Oh yeah I forgot you are young. Ax death I hope you will grow out of that macho bull shit, Who are you, Bukowsi or Geoff Parsons.

Geoff I think your real problem is power. You love it, don't we all.

stilltrucking wrote:Geoff thinking about ratbag's post about models. If you got a model in your head that alcoholism is some sort of character flaw you are wrong. I think it is genetic, not a character flaw but a disease. The worse thing you could do is beat yourself up about it.
Why can't you but a half litter and nurse it along. Just drink it until you feel good. I got no problem with booze, I can usualy make a half pint las ta week. Pour myself a couple of straight shots and feel nice. Pot is definetly a problem for me. I got to try and smoke the whole got dam bag as fast as I can. So I don't keep it around anymore. You got to see what is on the end of your fork, next time you buy a bottle think about it. Make yourself conscious of what you are doing. Buy as lttle as you need. Why do you have to poison yourself. Oh yeah I forgot you are young. Ax death I hope you will grow out of that macho bull shit, Who are you, Bukowsi or Geoff Parsons.

Geoff I think your real problem is power. You love it, don't we all.

I act much more badly when I drink. I know for a fact I would get a lot more if I could cut it out for a bit. I don't want to hit women in the head with a base-ball bad, and I don't want to fuck men in the ass. As for bukowski--=a fuck yha he has influenced me- i agree with the power thing. We all want it, and we all can't have it--I think the way I changed my post was not macho--I do have a problem with power you are right--and when I feel angry to the extrem I have lost nights of sleep over it, it is not a good Idea to drink--lots of people right now in my life are telling me to get some help--aa is free--a shrink is alot of fucking cash.

since we're using kabalistic archtypes
I tend to think strength is more important that power
power is illusionary
I learned a cool word: Indolence

P.S. I still think the 'guys talking' thing is a good idea. You can poke fun, calling it nude age hype if you like, but it's about time dudes started learning to open up to each other just a little bit and this studio seems like a healthy place for it to happen.

you're a good dude, Geoff....it's just that the booze life is messing with your mind...Hope you're sincere about getting a handle on it...it's tough to do, man, trust me....man, my head had a contract out on my ass for years until I figured there had to be another way to go....you hang in there, man, and good luck in all things...

since we're using kabalistic archtypes

you talking to me rat face?

geoff,
just keep on writing