Studio8 - Uniting the Arts

so i think some people should start getting on latter, either that or i should go to bed earlier....but now that i'm feeling better (yet still not up to par)

my roomate keeps trying to talk to me, fucking annoying...fakeness, i can't stand fakeness, and yet there is so much of it. oh man, she gets fake excited and fake laughs, the girls so fucked up she can't even laugh for real...or maybe she has no sence of humor....is that even possible to have no sence of humor.

i remember- i remember when i first hung out with this internet group, dorreen and lightning rod's incessent flirtation... i thought of that today, it was weird.

i remember when i use to think that clouds were actually things that people erased becasue they didn't like there drawings, but that i respected these earased drawings...i was beat even back in elementary school.

i remember when i thought it was immoral to take drugs, i mean i went through this sort of better then thow thing when i critized my dad for drinking a beer...weird days. didn't last long.

i remember when- i thought i felt devinity in church

i remember when- i thought i was a strong moralist

i remember when- i thought i didn't beleive in anything

I remember when- i realized i was an atheist

i remember when- i thought that going trough extremes was the only way to truelly live.

i remember when- i got really pissed off on a dailly basis.

I remember when- i got drunk for the first time

i remember when- i realized that it didn't have to be one way or the other...that i didn't have to live in extremes.

and then forgot the above

then remembered the above

then forgot the above

then rembered and thought i would remember the above forever this time.

wow, this thing started out as nothing and turned into something, i knew if i kept talking something good would come of it...

So what of the coming apoclypse? Is it gonna come already or what? Is it all just wishfull thinking?
What am I doing? Where I am going? Is there any suggnificance in esoteric numbers? Is there
any question as to the alien government gods' craving for virgin flesh on the nightly news? An emphatic NO!
Nobody cares because nothing is seen but from 100 miles away. By the time is arrives on your doorstep everyone has forgotten. In the 50s and 60s some said, 'hey,
things may be heating up soon because we're burning too much', and then now its gospel and still nobody cares, just hop into that land crusier and cruise on down to the convient store a minute's walk away and buy and quart of motor oil to cook your freedom fries in guys. Should I care,
or just opt for comfort? I am uncomfortable now. If this isn't clear just ask a mechanical penny arcade fortune teller to attempt a veternarian's explanation

well, were generally speaking less trust worthy of our president now because of the 70's

they show married couples owning one bed on t.v....i think the sexual revolution made slight differences.

the governent at least now has to try to speak for minorities in the environment....i do beleive there have been slight changes but yes....things go round and round.