i saw a young lady spit on an ex-marine
who was wearing a bulldog tee shirt
in the basement of the Art Students' League
in New York City in early 1982. We both stood there in shock.
She just walked up to him, spit, called him a baby killer,
and left. As we stood there, dumbfounded, a sculpture student
stood looking at me, waving around his sharp clay cutting knives
and smiling because I was suddenly very scared. He is lucky I did not kill him.
I should have told her, "I'm the baby killer!"
(altho I helped stop the killing, after)
Instead, I saw the kid, too young to be a Vietnam Vet,
sitting in the front lobby, later, and softly told him
"She doesn't understand." Later, I walked up Broadway
to the Vet Center. I talked with a normal younger fellow.
I told him I was having trouble socializing. He said,
"Hey, just get out and party! What's e problem?"
The problem is that people do not appreciate the contrast between war and peace.
A simple warm moment caprured in a painting is all too common for some.
For those of us who know better, it is the gift of hope for a sane life.
I finally helped start the Vet Center in Shreveport-Bossier City, Louisiana.
I had an art show at the opening, 1984, images of contemplation and recovery.
Marvelous moment of cheer for us, wonderful composition and feeling. Thanks!
I remember, December 31st, 1981, Winston Davis, another Vietnam Vet and a painter,
bought me corned beef and cabbage in a place on Lexington at 57th St.
This brought me good luck.