Bye Bye Blackbird

[stilltrucking]

going gone gone
fuck gibbons
fuck history
leave me a lone
let me die me peace
this fucking civiliaztion thing has got me down
all a woman's fault
she should have never have planted that garden
but she never realized the surplus would bring priests down on her like vultures.
here he is five wives thriteen children
five times a widower they all died in childbirth


after the flood
after the fire next time
belive me I would like to see it all come crashing down
but what about the children, yeah I pity the children except l for the ones that are being burned alive, starved, burried alive, hacked to death, shot, bombed etc, well maybe it would be a kindness for them.

I saw another sun rise today, like a miracle to me, a hollow man who has measured out his life with donuts and coffee.

[WIREMAN]

wired & riding down I-95 in the dark
watching the sunrise over the capitol of what could
have been as machine gun wielding security guards
parade around the FBI building across the street, a lil
girl asks her mom while heading for ford's theatre,"what's wrong mommy? those guns scare me"... a vision cast upon her entire life
like a dark shadow..............

[stilltrucking]

yeah it is almost more then I could bare to think about the children. My fifties was good, she will grow out of it, but the shadow is there. Freud described happiness as the full fill ment of a childhood wish. But he had some strange thoughts about childhood fears. We got those cro-magnon brains, that brain is going to kill off every living thing on this planet. If mothr nature don't get us first. My fears had would have been happily forgoten if not for Crazy Mike. I ain't been disrespectul of my father, that is what my aunt's and uncle's called. They knew he was a genuis, I suppose that was what helped him keep it together. But my baby sister did him in. Rose put him out, it was like a death sentence for him. Childhood shadows, some are much worse than cops with guns. My dad had not kept me in such a constant state fear I would have a lot more light on those shadows. But believe me, life is beautiful for me, even with the shadows, nothing bit grist for the mill. What I worry more about is those fu*king lead water pipes Pb gone to do them children more harm than cops with guns. Hannah Ahrend phrase from Eichman In Jeruselam, "the banality of evil"

walked two days in row, up at five, a minor miracle I have not walked in months, life is beautiful and the way I been living is like "what's my hurry. Motor cycle dreams my carrot on the stick
so good to see you
tell me a story about Jack Coburn. trying to remember what he said to you about "watch out ..."