I hate long good byes
Posted: December 8th, 2005, 12:39 pm
For a couple of months now my heart has been in my throat(ok I need a new metaphor there I know. Going up to Smith College and break into the library, going steal to her thesaurus with all the notes and annotations in the margins)
For a Jew boy whose formative most impressionable childhood was imprinted/acculturated during the period 1940-1945 I figure my paranoia was nominal Allthough one night as I was sleeping on my bed of hay bails downtow Montreal, I got a strong premonition that the elephants so graceful swaying to a Strauss waltz were plotting to murder me. Actually it was only one, Joyce the bug eyed with fear from having a lion ride on her back. I had to cut her some slack. But she had killed her last groom/truckdriver so I kept a respectful distance.
Anyway I have always been a coward. And I realize I am still one. For months now everytime I post what ever user name I use, the fear is on me. Will this one be edited, will someone send another private message out under my name. I can't deal with it.
A coward dies a thousand deaths, you would not believe the bill I got for embalming last month
thank you all
Been a good ride
I only wish I had the nerve to continue
but I am too scared right now
You win A-Death, I mean that I wish you had of used a winky. I know it is such a chick thing, but for word kooks like you and I these words are all to real. You dam sure punched my ticket. And that is a good thing. Keep on writting brother parsons.
jimboloco, go shit in your hat, I love you
For a Jew boy whose formative most impressionable childhood was imprinted/acculturated during the period 1940-1945 I figure my paranoia was nominal Allthough one night as I was sleeping on my bed of hay bails downtow Montreal, I got a strong premonition that the elephants so graceful swaying to a Strauss waltz were plotting to murder me. Actually it was only one, Joyce the bug eyed with fear from having a lion ride on her back. I had to cut her some slack. But she had killed her last groom/truckdriver so I kept a respectful distance.
Anyway I have always been a coward. And I realize I am still one. For months now everytime I post what ever user name I use, the fear is on me. Will this one be edited, will someone send another private message out under my name. I can't deal with it.
A coward dies a thousand deaths, you would not believe the bill I got for embalming last month
thank you all
Been a good ride
I only wish I had the nerve to continue
but I am too scared right now
You win A-Death, I mean that I wish you had of used a winky. I know it is such a chick thing, but for word kooks like you and I these words are all to real. You dam sure punched my ticket. And that is a good thing. Keep on writting brother parsons.
jimboloco, go shit in your hat, I love you