pot is not

[Doreen Peri]

Oh no!!!! I'm so sorry to hear this, Jim!

I was just joking around with you.... I didn't realize it was so serious. I didn't read your whole post. I only read the first few lines of it. I just read the whole thing now.

I hope you two will work it out. Sincerely.... heartfelt... I care.

[what me worry?]

yeah, jimbo, is this going somewhere?

[jimboloco]

i understand dori
i got sprinkled with fairy dust by tinkerbell

my stepdaughter stood up for me
on the spot
she calmed suzi down
suzi had a case of rhe raving banshees
and lindy told her to take it easdy
and consider everyting

she calmed down

so this is a breakthru i hope
i have always been discreet

there's no no need to be afraid
thie is a part 0f the cultural change that is going on

so i am reaching resolution at last

i like to smoke
it helps me
in moderation

i love my wife
and my family
carry on wayward sons and saughters

[judih]

good your wife's calmed down a bit.
gotta talk.
if there's love between ya, ya just gotta talk
sneaking around seems counter-productive.
bad enough to sneak when we're underage, but now?
just goes against the grain.
if a person can't feel comfortable in their own home, well, where?
i see things like this around here. people act one way amongst their friends and another way with their mate. i just don't get it - but lots of people live it.

just seems against the nature of the plant - wholistic earthly gift that opens the mind.

in gentle doses. but you know all that

hopin you can talk this through.

[jimboloco]

thankyou, judih

yes i was not able to girectly admit to my wife
i smoke pot
tho she always knew
blames it on her son

i am a complete person
and have done a lot to support and nurture this marraige
but essentially i am who i am
and at some point i have to set limits

it may seem ridiculous that i set ok to marijuana as a limit
i told her this morning that i will keep smoking sometimes
she says don't lie to her but she goes whacko
after demanding an answer so

pot is not
so they say
i say ok

war is not
i say ok
but don't lie and war anyway

we all got our standards
here as well
a civil jam and onward thru th fawg

yes this 2 year scroll has gone somewhere
we are all lost until we find a home within
the home we find ourselves in may love us or not
we gotta love ourselves and give that love out

it's not really about pot
or money
or even love

it's about sustaining, surviving first
and being real

going somewhere real and good

pot is not bad
pot is good
gotta be discrete with the mate
like yas know i would
shakin and shimmying down by the levee
drinkin whiskey an rye
me my stepson and son-out-law
gonna fry
by an by
but we are desolation angels also
dharma bums

am confidence friends with others
my mate is not my complete comfidant
that's the way it goes
she says pot is not
i do what i do because i know
the sadness of the world
and live the hope for change
toward a beter humanity

like phil ochs sang
Smoking marihuana is more fun than drinking beer,
But a friend of ours was captured and they gave him thirty years
Maybe we should raise our voices, ask somebody why
But demonstrations are a drag, besides we're much too high
And I'm sure it wouldn't interest anybody
Outside of a small circle of friends.
i heard tales of soldiers smoking with the cong long ago
uncle sam and uncle ho
and that is where i am gonna go
fo sho


gonna stop the world
and take a toot
for humanity's sake

one toke over the line sweet mama

maxine waters on morning joe
i got me a green lawyer anyhoo
gonna make a contingency plan
in case the man
locks me down
ya never know

last weekend we saw high school kids
evenly mixed black and white
arm in arm and great
senior school trips
magnificent and wondrous
i believe we are going somewhere
with courage and honor
and cannibus sattiva too
gotta go

[stilltrucking]

The path to true love isn't always straight.
(Uknown) From Perdida's profile

[judih]

was here
read the phil ochs link
tomorrow gonna be in jerusalem
american kids meeting israeli kids
hope they connect beyond akon and beyonce
but even that's language

Peace

[jimboloco]

yes the meetings of kids
miracles are happening
where it can be let it be
and beyonce too
at last

is akon a local phenomenon?

[jimboloco]

did st delete a post?
i am not consciously copying these posts
to prevent their deletion
but i am a slow learner
a slow reader
with a concentration problem
so i like their poetic flair
oh my goodness!
and so then i got something to peruse from perdida
nice profile at the wailing wall, judih
sorry i can't get up that early!
the wailing wall is on tv

and you are there as teacher with thhese kids?
how magnificent!

i saw a couple of teachers with this racialy mixed high school group
at pop century at the computer pool
with these kids fighting star wars on the giant spongy keyboard
black and white all buddies
and met thhe kids again on a back path
arm in arm and slap happy
white and black
you can't go back

The path to true love isn't always straight.
(Uknown) From Perdida's profile

so you got a thing for perdida, man
well i can see why!
she is pure romantic poetry
21st century americana no doubt!
hope she keeps ya still tickin!
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[jimboloco]

my step daughter called me this morning
to offer me her assurance that
she is ok with me and hopefully
not to worry
so
i have packed it up once again
guilty and scarred by her reActionary wrath
cannubus madness
hopefully a reasonable social change
more progressive
as was said, mind expanding
peacemaking
smoke the peace pipe
tho theirs containeda blend of delightful herbs and tobaccos
as well as mushroms and holy ganja
i am sure
an they elevated it to a ceremonial occasion!

[jimboloco]

ambivalence
part of me wants to keep smoking
but this is leading somewhere
soon the game will be over
and instead of being committed to talking about not-smoking
i will turn the corner and committ to not smoking pot
meanwhile, i am having a toot now
but i know now
i will break the pattern soooon
imagination
independent will

04/08/08

04/28/08
yeah, jimbo, is this going somewhere?

04/30/09

at the wailing wall now
bodhdharma down at the crossroads
suzi's cat giving me comfoort
curled upon the new puter
it's not even warm
just a soft hum and vibration
purrfect for a cat

breathing in
i receive the gift of life
breathing out
i give thanks for the breath of life

turning a corner
breathing out
another better
breathing out

breathing meditation
direct consciousness
of our auto-pilot wiring
higher power instillation

down at the crossroads
an i fall down on my knees
lord have mercy on poor ol jimboloco
if you please

"The_Wisdom_of_Solomon"
(if you please)
"Man begins from dust and ends in dust"
(אדם יסודו מעפר וסופו לעפר)


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[judih]

well if you believe that the greater inner spirit reads notes placed in a certain wall, well then, consider your note read.
any minute now...
be ready

for
whatever happens when such notes get read

[jimboloco]

oh thankyou Judih
wow, you really placed a prayer for peace and for mercy on poor old jimboloco at the Wailing Wall,
that is awesome!

at work this morning
wonderful moment, thanks!!!!!

[judih]

yeah, well, according to the rules, peace and mercy should be no problem for the deity handling these things. (the kids were talking 'rules' on the bus on the way up to Jerusalem. who knew?)

[mtmynd]

yeah, well, according to the rules, peace and mercy should be no problem for the deity handling these things.

deliciously delivered, my dear. pass the zinfandel, if you please...