Continued rant at ST from my other thread ...

[stilltrucking]

I could have sworn I deleted that comment about perezoso
sorry about that
dumb thing to say
I meant to delete it
I got to quit while I am behind
its been that kind of night
I almost killed my dog a couple of minutes ago.
he must weigh five pounds
he curled up on my rocking chair and I almost sat on him, I jumped up, broke the chair, knocked the night table over, knocked the lamp over, spilled a diet coke, dumped over an ashtray full of buts

what else can I accomplish to night?

if I become high maintenance I hope the good lord comes down and hits me over the head with a 2 by 4 with a rusty nail in the end.

I will do my best to respect WD's space but I am an awfull compulsive scribbler. Cant dance, paint, sing, make music, write poetry, just scribble compulsively

good night

[whimsicaldeb]

Wheeewwww .... glad that's over with.

Jack, you finally got to have your fight with somebody.
Doreen - better you than me.

[stilltrucking]

Yeah every body loves a good fight

[whimsicaldeb]

You should have left your other reply...
As it is I'll reply to it anyway.

I'm not your father; and when you can finally see me as me, instead of some ghost from your past than I’m pretty sure we'll be able to talk. But until then, each time you charge at me because you're being driven by some inner need to fight your current demons I’m going to deflect you.

In all your days of working out your inner issues by using people via flaming them on a message board; apparently you’ve seem to forgotten two important things; (1) you’re still “using" someone - and (2) the person you're trying to use has the right to say no.

I’ve said no. I'm saying no.

Doreen may have said yes – but I’m saying no.

I hope you'll choose to respect my decision.

Most of all - I hope you'll choose to stop charging me, trying to use me as your "zen bait." Because as both Doreen and I have pointed out - there are many others on this board that don't mind when you do. I'm just not one of them.

[stilltrucking]

thank you for replying to what I did not post
I thought the better of it and edited it
I was very frightened of him
and you scare me too.

for example

In all your days of working out your inner issues by using people via flaming them on a message board; apparently you’ve seem to forgotten two important things; (1) you’re still “using" someone - and (2) the person you're trying to use has the right to say no.

Where have I flamed you on a message board
Who is charging who here deb

I face my fears, its the only way
to move on

what are you so frightened of?

Stop it deb
stop making unsubstantiated accusations to me

[stilltrucking]

I wll read the thread over again and look for my offending remarks, i will post them here and see if you think that are my "flames"

I have apologized to you two or three times on this thread, maybe only two. I will try one more apology but it is hard to apologize for just being yourself.

For me anger is usualy related to fear, maybe not for you,..

I am happy you have decided to talk to me about this again.

I don't know much about karma, I mean it seems to work for me, but I can't figure out why a child has to be born to a woman who is raped in Darfur and then have its head smashed open when it is a week old.

Maybe I was asking for this, but like I said, flames are cool with me, a chance to learn.

YOu deb I am pretty depressed about all the posts I deleted the past few days, I suppose I was asking Doreen to stop me by blocking my access. Of course she she could not.
I am pretty compulsive deb, got a bad ct scan a year ago, something in my lung, you would think I would stop smoking.

I have posted way too much here, a compulsive scribbler.

You are wise not to accept any Zen bait from me. I know nothing about it.
My Zen stinks.

many eventualy we can get back to talking about elephants and student drivers.

I have posted this with no edits just as the words came to my fingers.

[Doreen Peri]

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