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stopping the world
getting off

http://www.studioeight.tv/phpbb/viewtopic.php?t=10985i am changing now, pot is not, no more smokes
jimboloco Posted: Fri Sep 21, 2007 3:16 pm

She told me not to smoke it
But I did and it took me far away
And I turned out to be
The only hell mama ever raised.

johnny paycheck

thanks
i slipped again today
smoked a pipe
happy easter
my lovely wife don't like
it
so i am discrete
don't feel like hell
but the song helps
my journal continues, started my birthday
last year
got 2 months to go
i wonder what will happen?
it's the devils weed
reefer madness
it does take me away
dixie land blues

finally
not smoking today
no high
no low
amen
39 more days to go
my lent started late
after easter was over
sorry jesus
i don't do deadlines
this is just the beginning
a new phase
sweet

I quit worrying about weed
But this internet is going to do me in
if I don't take a break from here
bad addiction here jimbo
starting to play with my livlihood.

I have not made a deal with god in a long time
you know quid pro quo
whatever it is called

I am down with the stars
and Camus
And Spinoza's god
Jesus is easy
he don't care
kick him in the balls
if it makes you feel better

Details at nine.
good luck jim
happy april 19th
going to take a break till then
as long as we all getting so religious in our old age.

late edit 3/30/08
one man's meat they say
is anothers poison
this internet going to be the end of me'
seems like the less pot I smoke the less time I spend here
time to kill both birds
with one un stoned.

I wish you the best of good byes
till me meet again

it always made me paranoid
and/or lazy and despondent
while i created masterpieces
nobody recognized,
even me 'cause later
i was too hungry and
tired.

so yeah,
maybe it's time
to give it up.

interesting,
been journalling since last may
new goal is to temper my usage

where is a masterpiece that nobody recognises?
quid pro quo

list of latin phrases A-E
list of latin phrases F-O
list of latin phrases P-Z

qid pro quo
per se
ok

up early got to go
smoke
a bowl

early morning backyard
crack of dawn reveries
until the break happens

3 day weekend
brighht vivid dream clips
almost scary
the eyes tell alll
i know
this cannot go on forever
long term usage not my goal
commence taichhi
johnny paycheck
sings for his supper
i temper my folly

latin phrases begining with letter a

abusus non tollit usum

"abuse does not preclude proper use"

you're my role model, hombre
still
who knows

jimboloco asked:

who knows

Image Source

the shadow know
the smoke blow
the mind glow

mercy did work straight
it was good
friend passed last breath 7 pm
called carmen the
pentacostal chaplain
she emanates an effusive warmth
at least her delusion is a good one
for her flock
for her rock
yeah she went in to be with the family
yeah i did his last day, friend

i swear he knew we were there

i swear
i cusseth not
premium ginger ale

oh... those latins...!!!!!!!!!!!

pace
pace tua
pacta sunt servanda
palma non sine pulvere
pane et circenses
para bellum

what i needed
my journal this past year is a series of cyclical repetitions about pot smoking
it is my intent to stop for awhile
to recover energy and vitality
which i believe the pot is robbing from me
a trade off
plus yesterdai i drank a double shot of irish whiskey and a miller light,
so of course, this morning, i had to smoke a bowl,
light hangover
but my poy is almost gone
and tomorrow i will return to
tai chi the ongoing class
have been practicing tai chi again, the 108 moves
it's so good
would like to go there not-stoned
meanwhile i am off
to see my zen-therapist
para bellum
pace

ambivalence
part of me wants to keep smoking
but this is leading somewhere
soon the game will be over
and instead of being committed to talking about not-smoking
i will turn the corner and committ to not smoking pot
meanwhile, i am having a toot now
but i know now
i will break the pattern soooon
imagination
independent will