Genderless, that is a fucking joke if you ask me. is that the same as asexual. No way I could write to you the same way I write to that ugly sum bitch jimbo. Sorry to be such a sexist pig, but that is the way I am. Maybe Haiku is genderless, yes I think it is, I don't know jack shit about Zen, but i am trying to get a handle on buddhabitch's zenn. Isn't Zen about getting beyond the dualities of male female, ok now I am done rambling, part of the following was written with you in mind. That haiku about the mouse, in a way it was about you. THis was actually printed out and retyped. I got a printer I think it will improve the quality of my work, god knows it need a hell of a lot of improvement
One other thing, mango wine and roated marshmellows sounds kind of yucky doesn't it. Come give it to me cold.
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Walking to the store on a Sunday Morning
Church of Christ Billboard
I am not ashamed of the gospel of christ Romans
yes but I ain't to proud of paul
Royal Donuts
I been watching the construcktion for months, watching and dreading the grand opening,
Knights of Columbus billboard
Smoke free bingo flags back at full mast, the potato is dead long live the potato
Exxon one more block to go, Merit Ultra Light one hundreds, the carrot at the end of my walking stick
I can't wait, I find a place on waist high concrete wall that isn't covered in bird
droppings, and I sit. Orange juice and cigarette breakfast. A yellow vw bug convertible pulls in the lot. I just can't help looking at it and smiling, a woman gets out red head, she walks toward me and the entrance. I glance at her and then back to the car after several seconds lost in convertibel dreams and thinking man why don't she have the top down on a fine spring day. I turn back towards the entrance and she is looking at me, nice face I almost say "nice ride, or I would like to steal your car" but I say nothing just look back at her car. She enters the store, I think it is best to change my sitting arrangements, I turn and put my back to the entrance, by the time I get up to leave the yellow car is gone. I wonder if I will see it again. Maybe I will ask her to give me a ride in her car.
little details signifying nothing, maybe that mouse ku is about you, in a way. You want it cold, well you never know where a cold might coming from. I liked your sneezy wheezy haiku
Seeds from a Birch Tree page 120 Breaking The Form
but also page 127 Zen Tea,
"The point is this: the first time you are served Zen tea it is delightful, thereafter, it is only a dissapointment"
When ever I connect the dots and think I see something that white square is like a reality check, this just genderless intellectual bullshit, as close as I can get to it.
Give it to me cold Sigmund
You sound like a beatiful woman, a woman who is easly bored with men who can not get their minds around her beauty, you have found one who can. A complicated man, I can only be grateful it is not me babe. This is all about writing. You say you listen to birds, really listen to what they are saying. Me too sister, if you don't mind that limey expression "birds"
got to go play in the dirt
later
going to print it out again and try to punctuate better.