...650,000 Iraqi dead I think was the title of this

Post by **stilltrucking** » October 11th, 2006, 8:46 am

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No idea what I said here in my original post maybe I saved it to my hard drive, I am looking for it,

Even my nightmares are starting to bore me. I had one about white bread last week, no more truck crashes, burning cars, blood on the highway, , white bread. I hate whte bread, feel like I am eating cotton.

And I had another bad one about money a couple of nights ago. Money, been a long time since I lost any sleep over that, listening to BBC overnight fell asleep woke up to a guy talking about the trillions of dollars sitting in banks from china to russia to europe to japan to timbuktu,

and the check is coming do he says,
we better get on with the war with Iran before we are too broke to do it.

I suppose I should be reposting my original post here but I just don't feel like right now

hell lets face it
I got stoned today
first time in weeks,
I got tired of going up and down
but my head hurt so bad today
that's my exucse

I love my dreams
they are like cheap entertainment for me.
even the nightmares
I caught the twilight zone last week the one about the guy who was terrified of going to sleep because he was sure he was going to kill himself in his dream.

Reminds me of the bit from some Zen page about how the stupid think they are awake all the time. got to find that link again cause I may be mis quoiting.

edited 2/14/07 6:47pm cst

jim I am going nutz here trying to find my orignal post here that inspired your reply,
I got to give it up for tonight,

this bit here was inspired by mnaz's post to Creative called declare war.

Declare war cause $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

we are fucked.
We need more bang for the buck
We got to do it now
While we can still aford it
We will be too broke tomorrow

it is all a money making prop
invest your children

Yeah I been thinking about the trillions of dollars in bank vaults all around the world.
Thinking about when the chickens come home to roost and when the check is due

Too much news
I got the eye witness news blues
But you know it ain't the end of the world I see
Its the end of me

I been trying to find a bit about the stink of zen that I deleted from Whinsical Deb's flame to me, my zen stinks pretty bad, there was someting in the deleted reply about dreams within dreams and how a stupid man thinks he is always awake, that's me all over. stupid. I could have been smart jim, people used to tell me that I was the smartest person they ever met, but I fell into darkness at an early age,

I really like that billy joe shaver song about I am going to live forever,
"You fathers and you mothers," he says, "be good to one another.
Please try to raise your children right. Don't let the darkness take
them. lead them safely to the light"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQnyKqon ... ed&search=

I am pretty sure I am a hypochondriac, and I think i got aspergers syndrome too, I get fixated on things that interest me, RIght now I am listening to that song over and over.

Bush is an idiot, the rest of them are crooks. I been trying to read the the Art of Motorcycle Maint, some of it is pretty boring, but I like the bit about people who are going through the motions, the first national intelligence estimate on Iraq was in 2002, it was 92 pages long, with a 5 page sumary, it seems that Bush and Dr Rice never read it, just the 5 page summary. I suppose they were too busy to read the fine print.

got to go
just trying to back post to you.
spontaneous gib
probably a million typos
try to fix it later
mabye

Post by **jimboloco** » October 24th, 2006, 7:26 am

well golly
all the good christians in amerika will go to church this sunday
then go to luby's for lunch
come home and watch football
and they could give a ratz ass
how many iraqi civilians die
or vietnamese
and when our machinationc unlease
pol potz and such
we claim justification
and sit on our hands
until the vietnamese army
kicked polpotz ass back into whatever bits of jungle were left standing after the fucking carpet bombing that wasted the eastern part of the country
a former pseudo-girlfriend told me i only cared about the vietnamese
"you only care about the vietnamese" she said
exactly the kind of dumbass who we need to wake up
but i am not hopeful

besides
it has been the amerikan mentality all along
take care of our own
except not really
as the troops are also expendable as well
because you ain't gettin none of them neo-con artizztz
or their minionz
yet they will take you to the cleaners
and don't give 2 cents what happens to you
you bohemian professor who has no political power
just a measely vote
and an occasional cyber-brawler

yet of course we got hope
which means we gonna sustain
until whenever

Post by **stilltrucking** » October 24th, 2006, 10:27 am

trying to back post to you jim starting from the top here

trying to figure out what I deleted from what you said.

Post by **stilltrucking** » October 24th, 2006, 10:36 am

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I felt like getting drunk I am a happy drunk Decided to get high instead.

I bought 375 ml of bourbon last week got about half of it left, but I don't drink when my blood sugar is way high. thinking about a beat marine
maybe the beatest marine there ever was, went to jail for overdue library books, when he got out they say he was a shell of his former self, drank him self to death, maybe not a bad way to go, me I lot my Doral's I am counting on.

Rest in peace Gus

Can't remember what I wrote about judih, I must have been worried about her. Thanks for your reply jim, thanks for everything.

Post by **jimboloco** » October 24th, 2006, 11:23 am

judih ain't going nowhere
she'll probably outlive us all
a grand matriarch of the post-holy days

i need some pot
fer christ sake
and some sake
for buddha
and you.
ah gonna go get some ganja right now!
from the ganja holy man

http://tribalcog.com/cgi-bin/pd/pd.cgi? ... dhu_06.jpg

Post by **stilltrucking** » October 25th, 2006, 8:41 am

..thanks for that mark
all out of sequence here trying to back post
thank you for understanding

Post by **mnaz** » October 26th, 2006, 4:48 am

'not talking about a religion, but a people'...

A-FUCKING-MEN!!

And please pardon my fucking CAPS.

(sorry).

Post by **jimboloco** » October 26th, 2006, 6:36 am

'not talking about a religion, but a people'...

enlighten me

fascist buddha?

Post by **stilltrucking** » October 26th, 2006, 7:39 pm

'not talking about a religion, but a people'...

A-FUCKING-MEN!!

And please pardon my fucking CAPS.

(sorry).

how can I enlighten you jim
would I have to be enlightened to do that?

Being a Jew is not so much about religion, but more to do with your mother's mitochondrial DNA, unless you convert. Then it is about religion, but for heretics like me it is about my mother and her mothers before her. my uncle was being considered for a gig as a Cantor at a shul in marlyland, a beautiful voice, I remember him questioning my grandmother for a long time about the matrilineal roots of his family, the shul needed geneological proof.

oh lordy
I got dem scribbling compulsions tonight

Post by **tinkerjack** » October 31st, 2006, 2:07 am

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what did the zen master say to the hot dog vendor?

He said:
Make me one with everything

The only thing that makes me a Jew is my family, those people were murdered during my lifetime jim, the avatar for this sock puppet is my name sake, a few of his children came to america courtesy of Baron De Hirsh the rest of them are gone, maybe they are living incognito in miami I will honor my ancestors, I think that is not a bad thing to do.

I love my family, my siblings were my first friends, still are my best friends, even if I am crazy old uncle jack to their children.

Post by **jimboloco** » November 1st, 2006, 12:12 pm

what did the zen master say to the hot dog vendor?

Post by **whimsicaldeb** » November 1st, 2006, 1:26 pm

tinkerjack wrote: If you look at the pictures of Israeli soldiers some of them are African it seems to me.. I know nothing much about Jews, just what I picked up from my family.

Hey ST I've been peeking over your shoulders, hope you don't mind.

I don't know about the African part of Israeli soldiers but your comment reminded me of an article that came out a little bit back about how Israel seeks an image make over and someone found this link in response to that article where they had created faux magazine covers to promote Israel … (I'm not listing all of them, only the hot ones)...

Source:
http://www.jewlicious.com/?p=1076

Oooooo`la`la ... who cares what nationality, eh?!

Post by **stilltrucking** » November 2nd, 2006, 6:50 pm

Post by **whimsicaldeb** » November 2nd, 2006, 11:41 pm

stilltrucking wrote:I'll get over it one day Deb. Anyday now.

Oh my gosh! I don't know what's going on ST - I hope you're okay. If it was me, and I said or did something - I'm sorry. I'm truly not meaning to harm ... I'm not even angry, or making any type of point .... yet if what I've posted is offensive, or bothered you - I'll remove it. Just let me know. If my peeking in here bothered you ~ please say so. Want me gone, or not posting ... whatever, say it - It's okay.

You've taken all your words away ST ...
everything away.
That's the hardest part ... all your words, gone.

And if I'm the cause, I'm sorry. What do you want/need me to do to make it better?

If I'm not and this is simply you working the demons out of your life, then go get the bastards! And while you're busy doing that remember this:

You are cared about by everyone on this board, and each has a part of their hearts with you as work out whatever it is you're out until you are back again.

Again ~ If you need me to do anything, remove anything, get lost ... whatever ~ let me know, and it'll be done.

Post by **stilltrucking** » November 3rd, 2006, 12:34 am

I tell you what I need deb
just keep on keeping on
Okay?

Going to miss you if you don't
in Friendship
jackie
that is my given name, but few people left in my family that call me that anymore.
ah shit deb
just lets move on

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