...650,000 Iraqi dead I think was the title of this
Posted: October 11th, 2006, 8:46 am
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No idea what I said here in my original post maybe I saved it to my hard drive, I am looking for it,
Even my nightmares are starting to bore me. I had one about white bread last week, no more truck crashes, burning cars, blood on the highway, , white bread. I hate whte bread, feel like I am eating cotton.
And I had another bad one about money a couple of nights ago. Money, been a long time since I lost any sleep over that, listening to BBC overnight fell asleep woke up to a guy talking about the trillions of dollars sitting in banks from china to russia to europe to japan to timbuktu,
and the check is coming do he says,
we better get on with the war with Iran before we are too broke to do it.
I suppose I should be reposting my original post here but I just don't feel like right now
hell lets face it
I got stoned today
first time in weeks,
I got tired of going up and down
but my head hurt so bad today
that's my exucse
I love my dreams
they are like cheap entertainment for me.
even the nightmares
I caught the twilight zone last week the one about the guy who was terrified of going to sleep because he was sure he was going to kill himself in his dream.
Reminds me of the bit from some Zen page about how the stupid think they are awake all the time. got to find that link again cause I may be mis quoiting.
edited 2/14/07 6:47pm cst
jim I am going nutz here trying to find my orignal post here that inspired your reply,
I got to give it up for tonight,
this bit here was inspired by mnaz's post to Creative called declare war.
Declare war cause $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
we are fucked.
We need more bang for the buck
We got to do it now
While we can still aford it
We will be too broke tomorrow
it is all a money making prop
invest your children
Yeah I been thinking about the trillions of dollars in bank vaults all around the world.
Thinking about when the chickens come home to roost and when the check is due
Too much news
I got the eye witness news blues
But you know it ain't the end of the world I see
Its the end of me
I been trying to find a bit about the stink of zen that I deleted from Whinsical Deb's flame to me, my zen stinks pretty bad, there was someting in the deleted reply about dreams within dreams and how a stupid man thinks he is always awake, that's me all over. stupid. I could have been smart jim, people used to tell me that I was the smartest person they ever met, but I fell into darkness at an early age,
I really like that billy joe shaver song about I am going to live forever,
"You fathers and you mothers," he says, "be good to one another.
Please try to raise your children right. Don't let the darkness take
them. lead them safely to the light"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQnyKqon ... ed&search=
I am pretty sure I am a hypochondriac, and I think i got aspergers syndrome too, I get fixated on things that interest me, RIght now I am listening to that song over and over.
Bush is an idiot, the rest of them are crooks. I been trying to read the the Art of Motorcycle Maint, some of it is pretty boring, but I like the bit about people who are going through the motions, the first national intelligence estimate on Iraq was in 2002, it was 92 pages long, with a 5 page sumary, it seems that Bush and Dr Rice never read it, just the 5 page summary. I suppose they were too busy to read the fine print.
got to go
just trying to back post to you.
spontaneous gib
probably a million typos
try to fix it later
mabye
No idea what I said here in my original post maybe I saved it to my hard drive, I am looking for it,
Even my nightmares are starting to bore me. I had one about white bread last week, no more truck crashes, burning cars, blood on the highway, , white bread. I hate whte bread, feel like I am eating cotton.
And I had another bad one about money a couple of nights ago. Money, been a long time since I lost any sleep over that, listening to BBC overnight fell asleep woke up to a guy talking about the trillions of dollars sitting in banks from china to russia to europe to japan to timbuktu,
and the check is coming do he says,
we better get on with the war with Iran before we are too broke to do it.
I suppose I should be reposting my original post here but I just don't feel like right now
hell lets face it
I got stoned today
first time in weeks,
I got tired of going up and down
but my head hurt so bad today
that's my exucse
I love my dreams
they are like cheap entertainment for me.
even the nightmares
I caught the twilight zone last week the one about the guy who was terrified of going to sleep because he was sure he was going to kill himself in his dream.
Reminds me of the bit from some Zen page about how the stupid think they are awake all the time. got to find that link again cause I may be mis quoiting.
edited 2/14/07 6:47pm cst
jim I am going nutz here trying to find my orignal post here that inspired your reply,
I got to give it up for tonight,
this bit here was inspired by mnaz's post to Creative called declare war.
Declare war cause $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
we are fucked.
We need more bang for the buck
We got to do it now
While we can still aford it
We will be too broke tomorrow
it is all a money making prop
invest your children
Yeah I been thinking about the trillions of dollars in bank vaults all around the world.
Thinking about when the chickens come home to roost and when the check is due
Too much news
I got the eye witness news blues
But you know it ain't the end of the world I see
Its the end of me
I been trying to find a bit about the stink of zen that I deleted from Whinsical Deb's flame to me, my zen stinks pretty bad, there was someting in the deleted reply about dreams within dreams and how a stupid man thinks he is always awake, that's me all over. stupid. I could have been smart jim, people used to tell me that I was the smartest person they ever met, but I fell into darkness at an early age,
I really like that billy joe shaver song about I am going to live forever,
"You fathers and you mothers," he says, "be good to one another.
Please try to raise your children right. Don't let the darkness take
them. lead them safely to the light"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQnyKqon ... ed&search=
I am pretty sure I am a hypochondriac, and I think i got aspergers syndrome too, I get fixated on things that interest me, RIght now I am listening to that song over and over.
Bush is an idiot, the rest of them are crooks. I been trying to read the the Art of Motorcycle Maint, some of it is pretty boring, but I like the bit about people who are going through the motions, the first national intelligence estimate on Iraq was in 2002, it was 92 pages long, with a 5 page sumary, it seems that Bush and Dr Rice never read it, just the 5 page summary. I suppose they were too busy to read the fine print.
got to go
just trying to back post to you.
spontaneous gib
probably a million typos
try to fix it later
mabye
