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Re: I miss the side long glances

Posted: April 14th, 2011, 12:36 pm
by SadLuckDame
By making notes in my margins.
Made it personal and personalized.

There's this story about a bee keeper man.
He built the fort and brought in a queen.
Funny, but it's like the bee keeper kissing the queen bee,
they both aware of the dangers the two present,
but they having an awareness
have found a way to make honey.

Re: I miss the side long glances

Posted: April 14th, 2011, 5:24 pm
by stilltrucking
You said you been stung once
I got bit by a spider
My brother told me it was probably a black widow because I did not feel a thing when it bit me.

how does that quote from Anais Nin go

there is no place for pain to hide

I try to feel it from silent woman's body
when she roused herself from that little death (french phrase for orgasm?)
and found me blissed out on top of her with flaccid penis sans condom

anger
anger is pain
guilt is a form of anger
I am going to have my circumcision reversed, going to be a healthy gentile
I will change my jeans, and my genes if I can.

I had fun the last couple days
thanks
ramble ramble
honey is sweeter than money

Re: I miss the side long glances

Posted: April 14th, 2011, 5:45 pm
by still.trucking
La petite mort

Re: I miss the side long glances

Posted: April 14th, 2011, 11:50 pm
by SadLuckDame
Reading The Stranger by Camus.
I feel like I might finish it up tonight
so I drank some coffee.

I don't know why when we have something good
something to enjoy
it leads to a sadness

that hasn't even reached yet, ya know.

As in I'm enjoying these past few days so much so
that I can think how sad it'll be when the next week plops
her heavy body down on me

and I'll have to tell you stuffs
by thinking it up
and only writing what I can of it briefly.

Spring has skirted in in such beautiful ruffles.
Thank you, Jack.

A couple days for me to still to be mouthy. :P
You'll want sleep. haha
Sweet dreams, u.

Re: I miss the side long glances

Posted: April 15th, 2011, 8:26 am
by stilltrucking
I might reread Brautigan's the abortion again.
He called it a historical romance.

I loved the bit about the library he worked in where the people brought in the books they rote in crayon on big chief tablets.
I made that part up about the tablets but some of them were written in crayon,

always bottom line for me is life against death
to be innocent and do no harm
and maybe things won't be sad for Isabella Rose. But she will find her own way I hope. aND the things her father and grandmother s uffered will not affect her

ramble ramble :oops:

Re: I miss the side long glances

Posted: April 16th, 2011, 5:12 pm
by SadLuckDame
I loved that old library,
I wanted to bring my book in and prop it up on the shelf.
I pictured how I'd walk around to look for a shelf and that I'd want one in the corner, a nook or a bit hidden off from all else's.

I especially loved their little apartment there in the library.

I'm growing old with you after-all. I already have a frown line (wrinkle prolly) right between my eye-brows. It's starting to fade out a bit from all the glad things my face has been showing.

Re: I miss the side long glances

Posted: April 23rd, 2011, 8:35 pm
by SadLuckDame
Sweetness and now that's Easter.
Hope yours is full of Spring darlings.

Re: I miss the side long glances

Posted: May 20th, 2011, 10:55 pm
by SadLuckDame
I'm sick with it,
what to do.

Re: I miss the side long glances

Posted: May 20th, 2011, 11:49 pm
by stilltrucking
sick with blues?

listen to hester sing


I miss my elephants, I watched a bill murray movie today with tears running down my face.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtJP_ueJ82Q