ok I am going to put it back here. Just give me a little time. Man it is hard. I wish I could help.
i'm going to try to sleep now. i almost cried in cosmology....i don't get it. the deachers a dick dude, he won't explain he doesn't teach, he just repeats.
as bad as it gets.
talk to you later. sleep tight.
here is some of it
Frustration and confusion? I thought we were talking about anger.
Now I am confused I forgot this is a different string. But frustration and confusion can lead to anger or so it seems to me
Frustrated, Confused. That is why I admire president bush, he is always so certain, so sure of himself, always seems so cheerful. Our national cheer leader.
I imagine my thoughts as a hurricaine, who ever I am sits in the calm center and watches the clouds go buy.
Did I mention Blind Faith, Cream that might be my most favorite rock and roll album.
I got up in the middle of the night and edited this post one hell of a lot.
PS
I pity your dad, What the hell is wrong with that guy. A daughter like you, if you were my daughter I think I would be the happiest man alive.I want to ask you a lot of personal questions about him, but it is none of my bussiness. I don't have many happy memories of my dad, but I treasure those few. Rolling is sweet, losing the road was hard blow. But I love to scribble, i enjoy compulsive typing but i over do it. Maybe the only thing I am certain of.
DId you know that Keroquack for all his road stuff never learned to drive?
"We demand rigidly defined areas of doubt and uncertainty!"
Douglas Adams
I think I am pretty certain that I have probably said too much. If you think this is weird you should have seen it before i deleted half of it. I hope you did not. But somebody probably did.
I only seem to get confused when I get really tired. Most times I am all too sure of myself. Hard not to be cynical these days.
I hope you slept well.
hey no blame, I just like randy newman a lot. Don't forget what a weirdo I am. Don't take it to heart. You ain't a kid I know that. Just in my mind cause anniefay had to flame me big time when I was annoying jamelah. It all started with a poem she wrote about an old man sitting on a park bench holding a leaf that was the same color as hers. Experience, I am just worried about you sometimes cause there is so much to get angry about. Righteous anger though, not just because some friend of yours is hitting on your boy friend. I got a whole in my wall where I shoved a computer cause I had been fucking around with it for three days and kept getting crashes. One of those got dam Cyrix CPU's. I got cut tendon in my pinky finger cause I got mad at a green pepper. I confine my violence to inanimate objects and vegetables these days. I am weird with a beard.
You didn't get confused and it don't get any better than Stevie Winwood, I just meant that it seemed like you tought I was confused about the song.
I maybe should have made it clear that I was thinking of a different songMaybe Cream might be my favorite rock and roll album of all time, Blind Faith.
Stevie Windwood I think.
wrong one man, though thats a good one too. the one i was talking about is very 80's pop:
i say roll with the punches
No it ain't the wrong one
I know what you was tinkin
I know what I was tinkin
Roll with the punches little black boy
Roll with the punches
No child left behind
I have not found the bit about sixty four year old virgin and sexual frustration. going to put that one here to
It is an honor to be your clown. Do anything to make you smile once in a while.