random musings
Posted: May 11th, 2011, 8:26 am
i grow fatigued
the endless confessions
the tedious postulations
the bloated self-indulgence
that leaks from this pen and that
makes me want to swear off poetry
and take up knitting or pasta design
perhaps a ravioli afghan or a scarf linguine
something practical - maybe even edible
cause the word just ain't cutting it
i haven't the faintest idea what you like
or where the hell your head is at
it's a fucking crap shoot with no payoff
an award, maybe
oooh - a prize!
at the bottom of a box of crackerjack
nestled against a random peanut
an afterthought:
if ever i thought i was fatigued
i was sorely mistaken, that was just kid stuff
the fatigue i feel now is of a higher order
and far surpasses the fatigue which
i spoke of in earlier poetic musings
just thought you should know
addendum:
i grow fatigued... again
the obligatory nature of social interaction
is demeaning and tedious at best
i long for the old days
of blunt brutality and heinous,
inappropriate retribution -
provoked or otherwise,
it's more honest, more satisfying
barbarism is under-appreciated
and will come into its own
if we embrace it and keep an open mind
postscript:
did i mention that i've grown fatigued?
hmm... i believe
it was just the other day,
perhaps i am mistaken though
if i did - i was, if i didn't - i was too
now that we've cleared that up
we can get down to business
IF, that is what you choose to do,
doesn't matter to me one way or the other,
you can do whatever the hell you want,
live and let live - that's what i'm talking about
so don't hassle me man
can't you see i'm trying to write something?
appendix # 1:
tried to write something
but didn't have it in me
why open that can of beefaroni
tedious metaphors, spiral and contort
like the dna of inbred aristocrats
wasn't that in you last poem?
how kind of you to notice
if i had my druthers
i wouldn't call it druthers
i'd call it something else
but i don't have it in me
so druthers will have to do
i grow fatigued... again
appendix #2:
i grow fatigued of fatigue
i long for the days
of freewheeling anarchy,
to pull a harpo out of my hat
flinging memoranda and office supplies
and chasing girls around desks
"but i just want to touch you..."
i'd throw a pie if my greed
and hunger would allow it,
but my stomach precedes me
and there's work to be done
the endless confessions
the tedious postulations
the bloated self-indulgence
that leaks from this pen and that
makes me want to swear off poetry
and take up knitting or pasta design
perhaps a ravioli afghan or a scarf linguine
something practical - maybe even edible
cause the word just ain't cutting it
i haven't the faintest idea what you like
or where the hell your head is at
it's a fucking crap shoot with no payoff
an award, maybe
oooh - a prize!
at the bottom of a box of crackerjack
nestled against a random peanut
an afterthought:
if ever i thought i was fatigued
i was sorely mistaken, that was just kid stuff
the fatigue i feel now is of a higher order
and far surpasses the fatigue which
i spoke of in earlier poetic musings
just thought you should know
addendum:
i grow fatigued... again
the obligatory nature of social interaction
is demeaning and tedious at best
i long for the old days
of blunt brutality and heinous,
inappropriate retribution -
provoked or otherwise,
it's more honest, more satisfying
barbarism is under-appreciated
and will come into its own
if we embrace it and keep an open mind
postscript:
did i mention that i've grown fatigued?
hmm... i believe
it was just the other day,
perhaps i am mistaken though
if i did - i was, if i didn't - i was too
now that we've cleared that up
we can get down to business
IF, that is what you choose to do,
doesn't matter to me one way or the other,
you can do whatever the hell you want,
live and let live - that's what i'm talking about
so don't hassle me man
can't you see i'm trying to write something?
appendix # 1:
tried to write something
but didn't have it in me
why open that can of beefaroni
tedious metaphors, spiral and contort
like the dna of inbred aristocrats
wasn't that in you last poem?
how kind of you to notice
if i had my druthers
i wouldn't call it druthers
i'd call it something else
but i don't have it in me
so druthers will have to do
i grow fatigued... again
appendix #2:
i grow fatigued of fatigue
i long for the days
of freewheeling anarchy,
to pull a harpo out of my hat
flinging memoranda and office supplies
and chasing girls around desks
"but i just want to touch you..."
i'd throw a pie if my greed
and hunger would allow it,
but my stomach precedes me
and there's work to be done