love fragment

[robertsnw]

but to sing a song to you
of love of hate of lust
if my hands could only keep up with what my heart speaks
lonliness and longling
longing for it all, no commas, no interuptions, no inbetweeens, no napkins
and wiped mouths' but just drool, sentences, life lived without thought
or fear, just honesty
far from honest, far from trust, far from the truth the eyes heart thinking of the vision so black, tunnels meet me as friends,
shit talks, sadness speaks we begin again

i met you a morning so lonely, that the soft lamplight spoke to me as flesh,
the carpet unto my toes as handshakes and backrobes and then you spoke,
kind words filled ears of good morning, of promises for continued days, of night spent without nightmares

how long has it been since i've been young, how long has it been since i've been forgiven ,since i've forgived, since these hands have folded in straw houses to wait for prayers of the big bag wolf to blow down with the flames of what i've done

a whole lotta notthing. a whole lotta