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by creativesoul » January 19th, 2011, 12:05 am
time released moraphine for three days
30 mgs of valium on the 4th
kick that shit, run like a horse
will always be waiting for you when you get back
most certainly you will be
but before commiting to brown murky death
reach towards life, and live
wrose disater is never really having lived
be extrodinarily nice to people for a month, see what happens
find out what someone else is really feeling
you do not sleep with
all wild horses return to the barn
if you are lucky and owl will bring you a new beginning
too many of my friends have lost this battle
to illness and a poor quality of life
one of my favorite died last year
we were together 9 years- he went to 17 treatment centers and was a funny loving guy
he never really got clean except when he was with me
i know that because i live where we used to live
and i know every one and their children
this slime drenches generations
i know your pain
but being in a coma does not change anything
my favorite addict, also dead- used to say "lets get stupid" we did- and i loved him too-the wierdest part is i have been there very recently, but the balllessness junkie that i am i chose the sticky patch of time released pain killer
i joke how God put me to sleep for a year, because life was too painful-
broken hearts suck
today i do not do it- because i think I have had enough of tolerance and people that do not give a shit about me
it is about what i could give to them
spiritual vampires
no more blood
no more violience
no more marriages
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reason is over rated, as is logic and common sense-i much prefer the passions of a crazy old woman, cats and dogs and jungle foliage- tropic rain-and a defined sense of who brings the stars up at night and the sun up in the morning---