ashes to flame

[creativesoul]

so many times i slammed doors and grumbled away to myself
what a fucker blah blah blah
every one of those doors is re-opening
i will not interfere
how could the very first
real love i had
bring a candle to the heart
i shut down over two years ago
with a mask that no one was ever gonna see the lover again

i want to deny that place where feelings of others can enter your soul
consequently a passionate woman sees celibacy as a sacrafice
sigh---- another form of danger, is a lonely woman
wrost choices ever come from there
if i only had a brain where my yoni gives juice and life
like insulin i need at given biological moments male energy

that mirror
him me me him
big puzzle
never got it write