the dude house 2

[creativesoul]

i have to let them be kings
because they look like my sons
even though they are grown men
i can see just how far they got
when mama was not paying particular attention
the grocer looked good
lonley motherhood
a woman and i can smile accross a city i have never been to before
the cab diver said "do you know her"
i smile and say yes

the sardonic cynical little bitch is up to no good today
tried fucking with my coffee
yeah sure and i couldnt get the remote to do what it is supposed to do
got the coffee
but no tv
i got wallace black elk and the sea
the 12 traditions and the sea
but i am supposed to be somewhee else
not wanting to go
suddenly the ones i prayed for are coming around
and i am falling apart
can i do this?
i do not see any other way

[saw]

powerful turmoil churns throughout this piece ....it has a very real edge that strongly suggests intimate personal experience at its very core.....when we're really in it, looking for answers that are often difficult to come by.....thanx for this