dont do it

[creativesoul]

dear lover,
although things didnt go so well with us- i will always love you-want the best for you- and your sons- i could never be the person waiting for you at home-in an adoring way-i was taught that each of us has to learn everything about everything- and that 'house frau' was a thing of the past-in my world- all i can do this fine morning- is dance for every person i love- and send out the light and love i still can give- there are places inside of me- that i will no longer give-but i see that your eyes are filled with pain- and i cannot do much about that- except if i had anything to do with that- i pray for the healing of all wounds we may have incurred within each other- seperating the pieces after three years time- and youre getting married- again- your lesson bra- i swear if you didnt learn a thing from me- think- i said' i dont do the relationship thing well' as i recall- you do not either.
so can i suggest a long courtship or are you awaiting karma to re-teach you coyote what you could have learned while with any one of us -the women who loved you-but instead we are all here praying- that you get it-after the tornado has leveled our homes-i can only encourage you from here- that going inside is the only ootion- no distraction will change that.
but love is blind- and i dont want anymore coyote lessons- peace

[dadio]

Splendid work