mistaken paranoia

[creativesoul]

funny how when someone you love
acts like someone else
it becomes a captive animal
in a cage
cant let it loose
no beasts allowed
no dark shadows from the past
one thing is for certain
that lesson was already learned
got smarter
somewhere a long the many colored floored surrender
when i thought that I could go no further
somehow i found the strength
when you say prayers to know the truth
when she comes in the room with billowing skirts and a loud voice
you know you have to listen to her
even when it may leave you baffled
the wolf whines
the cats have conversations when i sleep
i hear them
and i am smoking again