graveyard shift

[creativesoul]

funny how when the kids go to sleep, the kids with brain injuries, serious abuse and neglect issues , are safe tonight. i am finishing up a kids laundry that cannot sleep an throws things when he gets upset. his room was pretty digusting and i helped to clean it. I do not think he has had much care, none the less in the hours of the evening I am reminded of just how lucky I am, that my own abuse issues somehow i was able to bounce back, not everyone does. encouragement is not over rated. compulsive loving is a good thing, my heart is extended beyond my physical being, and i think they are pretty sensative because they stare at my heart and in my eyes sometimes.
What do they see that I cannot?
At home are my twin boys, ready for action and playing. they make me smile. I was making the car payment and the tv payment and one twuin said "yeah if we do not pay for the car and the tv we will be walking and no tv"I was laughing. they love video games and they chopped alot of firewood for me,there daddy comes home and i go to work. welcome to my world

[Doreen Peri]

sounds famiiar .. ty for sharing your world... i think i've been there before
((hugs))