sleep
Posted: October 5th, 2007, 5:11 am
i wake and i feel his skin, his breathing and i feel him like a radiant light inside me.He is such a good man,and how did I get to this magic loving place? I spent years trying to die, pissed when I woke up, and now in this peace I can see I would have killed the wrong person.
My thoughts uses to race like a hamster on a wheel, now they just casually draw me to the computer because someome out there might read this and understand what I am saying.
I am about to go to work at a childrens lock down facility and it is my dream job. helping kids. they are our future, and I in my radar will sense hopefully what the next right thing is.I am being trained in all four pods, and I am really excited.
My roomate is moving out and we are buying this house, moving out of the garage and into the house after one year. We have a woodstove and tiled the floors all nice but it is small, and I did not know my man then so I did not need as much space. He comes complete with twin boys which are also moving in, and a mother we may bring home to die. What would you do?
My paintings are waiting to go to an art show and I have to with drop from two classes because of my job. I hope not, there has to be a way to do it all. I always have before! I know that All of the places I have been before have brought me to here, five years of school, and all the experiences I had teaching at Oregon Youth Authority prepared me for this, but I am just so grateful. I danced this prayer and I need to continue to honor my prayer.
My thoughts uses to race like a hamster on a wheel, now they just casually draw me to the computer because someome out there might read this and understand what I am saying.
I am about to go to work at a childrens lock down facility and it is my dream job. helping kids. they are our future, and I in my radar will sense hopefully what the next right thing is.I am being trained in all four pods, and I am really excited.
My roomate is moving out and we are buying this house, moving out of the garage and into the house after one year. We have a woodstove and tiled the floors all nice but it is small, and I did not know my man then so I did not need as much space. He comes complete with twin boys which are also moving in, and a mother we may bring home to die. What would you do?
My paintings are waiting to go to an art show and I have to with drop from two classes because of my job. I hope not, there has to be a way to do it all. I always have before! I know that All of the places I have been before have brought me to here, five years of school, and all the experiences I had teaching at Oregon Youth Authority prepared me for this, but I am just so grateful. I danced this prayer and I need to continue to honor my prayer.