I said you’re pretty and I lied
Posted: October 24th, 2007, 6:32 pm
“Oh no, I think you’re pretty,” I replied,
but, truthfully, you didn’t seem convinced—
me neither maybe. “How would you portray
yourself?” The question might assuage my guilt.
Of all your qualities, your thoughts, your skills—
of all arresting physicality—
your metaphor of beauty was a skin
tag – ugly for a minor cause – and in
your instant answer I knew shame in me—
I knew that I agreed, that I’m who kills
you when I’d rather love you, lustscapes built
as temples for perfection. And I’d say
I think you’re pretty while my ardor winced
away—I said you’re pretty and I lied.
but, truthfully, you didn’t seem convinced—
me neither maybe. “How would you portray
yourself?” The question might assuage my guilt.
Of all your qualities, your thoughts, your skills—
of all arresting physicality—
your metaphor of beauty was a skin
tag – ugly for a minor cause – and in
your instant answer I knew shame in me—
I knew that I agreed, that I’m who kills
you when I’d rather love you, lustscapes built
as temples for perfection. And I’d say
I think you’re pretty while my ardor winced
away—I said you’re pretty and I lied.