death
Posted: December 4th, 2007, 10:09 pm
my only cousin died on a motorcycle on fri at 515 he crossed over.
I imagine that since he never met his father, since he died in a logging accident and his mother died homeless in a car.that many people will meet him there on the other side.
He was the only one in the family that drummed and sang native songs.
Once when I was very young he rode his bicycle to my house in the rain. and my mother sent him away. I was not even allowed to talk to him. I never could get a straight answer about that.
I saw him once just before I took care of my grandma who had alzhiemers. he opened the door and his beard was gray, and I was surprised at how he had aged. He as always was really quiet and slipped out the door before anything was said. Once I was really mad at him because I got drunk and passed out naked with a boyfriend and he called the cops.I went to juvinile hall for that for two weeks. my parents wanted to teach me a lesson. why do parents even think they can do that.????
the things i learned were a horse of a different color, the school of hard knocks.I want a pit bull puppy tht is ll white and two hundred dollars. i would name it richard, after my cousin who i loved but maybe i just thought i would see him again. the last time he called he said I owe you an amends, I am so sorry.I am going to take a ride tommorow and see a friend, give her tobacco and talk to her. I really feel like sometimes I do not understand.
the things that I do for people I love are perhaps not always the right thing but I have to try, and try again. life is short.
I imagine that since he never met his father, since he died in a logging accident and his mother died homeless in a car.that many people will meet him there on the other side.
He was the only one in the family that drummed and sang native songs.
Once when I was very young he rode his bicycle to my house in the rain. and my mother sent him away. I was not even allowed to talk to him. I never could get a straight answer about that.
I saw him once just before I took care of my grandma who had alzhiemers. he opened the door and his beard was gray, and I was surprised at how he had aged. He as always was really quiet and slipped out the door before anything was said. Once I was really mad at him because I got drunk and passed out naked with a boyfriend and he called the cops.I went to juvinile hall for that for two weeks. my parents wanted to teach me a lesson. why do parents even think they can do that.????
the things i learned were a horse of a different color, the school of hard knocks.I want a pit bull puppy tht is ll white and two hundred dollars. i would name it richard, after my cousin who i loved but maybe i just thought i would see him again. the last time he called he said I owe you an amends, I am so sorry.I am going to take a ride tommorow and see a friend, give her tobacco and talk to her. I really feel like sometimes I do not understand.
the things that I do for people I love are perhaps not always the right thing but I have to try, and try again. life is short.