morning

[creativesoul]

when I wake up it is as if I have gotten a nudge, like there is not going to be anymore sleep so forget about it.You know lately i have been digging for change, sending out resumes and cover letters and essays that the beautiful state of Oregon would like each and every time a position is open.I feel ;like I wish i had a job already.I have a lover that makes my world a better place.I have three Oscar fish, Three snakes and lizzie the bearded dragon, I have three cats and a wolf.I have trees in my yard and a greenway behind that of which the city of Portand cannot build on.The coffee is good, and there are no disturbances. We have wonderful neighbors of all decents and I feel at home here. I had to get a lawyer to intervene between my house partner and myself who no longer lives here.
i have had to find ways to protect myself againest pot shots and snide remarks.i turned fifty years old and had to get a face lift consultation.
I guess there is alot that i do not know.
I know that wanting to help does not appear to be enough.Listening to the fish tank gurgle is alot like a fountain.the cat jumps onmy lap and purrs. i feed the wolf. she goes outside. I suppose this is boring to most people, but peace is what I am finally experincing of which I did not think it was possible.i want to share this. my friend is over in europe somehwere teachng english, and trying to disel the myths about america having sidewalks of gold.
I suppose anyone that has ever visited third world country knows that cemment sidewalks are better than open sewage. I know that there some pretty horrible diseases over there, which includes africa
my lover is awake. even inmy efforts to have the morning to myself I am subject to change. so coffee it is