wake to

[Axanderdeath]

I wake up to
A vibrating
Throbbing
Horrifying sound
A shrill
Incriminating
Sound
Scattered yellow pills
Shattered windows
Shaking plates
Earth quake level
Hate.

I wake up
To
Bacon and eggs
A pair of sexy legs
A sick feeling in my stomach
A hard on
I press down on my dick

I’m still dreaming
I am only 6
I am still dreaming
My life is nothing
But the
Imagination
Of a child
That looked sad one day
And was put on paxil
Now universes are created in his mind
And his reality is rendered useless
A vegetable sustaining infinite individuals
Whole fucking planets
And life times a thousand times over
In seconds

The sound
The throbbing penetrating sound
Quiets and I sit up in bed
And look over to the table
Grab my note book and write
And it all seem far fetched and
stupid when put down
In black and white on the page.

So I lie back down and close my eyes and forget about the world and dream my little fantasies that help me drift off to sleep…


GAP

[mnaz]

First thought, best thought.

I like the whole thing, how it built up,
picking up lightning bolt transmissions,
and then, reduced to mere black and white on a page.
Never can do the experience justice.

[jimboloco]

journey of awakening
comes with a price
you found the wild man
you are blessed

hate and anger
still my boon companions
still sad
sad mad glad

[Axanderdeath]

yeah

[jimboloco]

beyond hate and anger
just a way to wake up