more likely a 'go' than a 'creative'
Posted: June 20th, 2008, 7:35 pm
it isn't somehow sunshine sunday
it's only friday red wine television
there's a sound in the lines between the silence of the air and it reminds me of a time when snow fell as a youngster. i'm still not dead but there's a part of me in limbo. has been.
i look inside shadows frequently and see reality.
hidden and sinister like a dog bark at night three streets away.
my insomnia is a result of my internal clock. i awaken at 11.30pm most nights and don't die down until 3 sometimes 4, when i sleep and dream. but dreams are a strange reality to a boy with real insanities.
insanity isn't a poison in my brain.
it's the sharp burst of citrus sting from a thumbnail pierced orange rind.
as much as it stings it refreshes and pleases. a pleasing insanity. an at-odds-with-this-all feeling of happiness when i'm alone.
that blue yabyum photograph. serated edge moutain line and a sinking sun not red yet but a so white white it's blue. i imagine crawling along a razor sharp knife edge and surviving.
split myself in two as part of the journey
and spit teeth, root first, into the bark of the trees that weep for no one.
summer scottish skies don't fall until 11pm. then the cool air darkness holds me like a soft and white pair of arms.
friday red wine television
fully aware that there's a bottle of white in the fridge.
i'll drink that and mix up a summer coloured rosé in my belly
and the rose will sprout like an old potato
grow
grow
mildew
grow
sprout veins of life
roots like rivers finding the source
it's only friday red wine television
there's a sound in the lines between the silence of the air and it reminds me of a time when snow fell as a youngster. i'm still not dead but there's a part of me in limbo. has been.
i look inside shadows frequently and see reality.
hidden and sinister like a dog bark at night three streets away.
my insomnia is a result of my internal clock. i awaken at 11.30pm most nights and don't die down until 3 sometimes 4, when i sleep and dream. but dreams are a strange reality to a boy with real insanities.
insanity isn't a poison in my brain.
it's the sharp burst of citrus sting from a thumbnail pierced orange rind.
as much as it stings it refreshes and pleases. a pleasing insanity. an at-odds-with-this-all feeling of happiness when i'm alone.
that blue yabyum photograph. serated edge moutain line and a sinking sun not red yet but a so white white it's blue. i imagine crawling along a razor sharp knife edge and surviving.
split myself in two as part of the journey
and spit teeth, root first, into the bark of the trees that weep for no one.
summer scottish skies don't fall until 11pm. then the cool air darkness holds me like a soft and white pair of arms.
friday red wine television
fully aware that there's a bottle of white in the fridge.
i'll drink that and mix up a summer coloured rosé in my belly
and the rose will sprout like an old potato
grow
grow
mildew
grow
sprout veins of life
roots like rivers finding the source