some thing that was supposed to be about not what i wrote.
Posted: August 7th, 2008, 11:50 pm
i been thinkin alot about a dream dreamt long times ago every fuckin nite.
words are turds.
i been missin his face about as often as i dream up words like dreamt.
faces erases.
i sat and fished this very day with a man named tim
he had a pole in his hand that spoke of no fish but i heard words that were not turds and he wore a face i could not erase when he talked from soul about a decade deep withg the one he loves
the one who covers him when he is the man in bed.
the man in bed is a thing to bet against these days. our days. my days
the man in bed is a thing to bet against.
as the man in bed i bed myself to her thinking.
i bet my self to her breath and feel the real that i am in.
i am in the thick of everything that i9nvolvers bills and wills and stills and all the fuckin shit that i thought i was never going to be.
i look up on her.
ilook upon her.
she is my desicion and i know my spelling is wrong.
she is bent like the letter c and i want to be as pegnant as she.
i love her.
those of those who kn0ow my words know that i have never felt the letters of a word as hateful and shameful and stupid as the word love.
but ilove her.
eat a bag of dicks.....
words are turds.
i been missin his face about as often as i dream up words like dreamt.
faces erases.
i sat and fished this very day with a man named tim
he had a pole in his hand that spoke of no fish but i heard words that were not turds and he wore a face i could not erase when he talked from soul about a decade deep withg the one he loves
the one who covers him when he is the man in bed.
the man in bed is a thing to bet against these days. our days. my days
the man in bed is a thing to bet against.
as the man in bed i bed myself to her thinking.
i bet my self to her breath and feel the real that i am in.
i am in the thick of everything that i9nvolvers bills and wills and stills and all the fuckin shit that i thought i was never going to be.
i look up on her.
ilook upon her.
she is my desicion and i know my spelling is wrong.
she is bent like the letter c and i want to be as pegnant as she.
i love her.
those of those who kn0ow my words know that i have never felt the letters of a word as hateful and shameful and stupid as the word love.
but ilove her.
eat a bag of dicks.....