self discovery of life

[keithalanhamilton]

I'm sort of out of sync, not quite in harmony it seems
As far as normal, I'm the abnormality living in the norm
Mere torture for me to sit still or even try to still my mind
Thinking always, perhaps from the sheer wonder of it all
Others see me as a rebel or lost, not having a set way

But I don’t see reality as being preset as if pre-given
A life not fixed gives hope; variability in life can bring joy
Constantly thinking doesn't make all of my thoughts in vain
Frustration, worry, anxiety and stress in thought, I accept
I cope by thinking of reality as intelligently progressive

self discovery of life due to a sense of wonder can bring hope and joy
although much struggle through effort within thinking may be needed