Self discovery of life
Posted: September 26th, 2009, 11:21 am
I'm sort of out of sync
not quite in harmony it seems
As far as normal
I'm the abnormality living in the norm
Mere torture for me to sit still
or even try to still my mind
Thinking always
perhaps from the sheer wonder of it all
Others see me as a rebel or lost
not having a set way
But I don’t see reality as being preset
as if pre-given
A life not fixed gives hope
variability in life can bring joy
Constantly thinking
doesn't make all of my thoughts in vain
Frustration, worry, anxiety
and stress in thought, I accept
I cope by thinking of reality
as being intelligently progressive
Self discovery of life with a sense of wonder
can bring hope and joy
And yet when thinking about it
much struggle through effort within thinking
might be what's needed
not quite in harmony it seems
As far as normal
I'm the abnormality living in the norm
Mere torture for me to sit still
or even try to still my mind
Thinking always
perhaps from the sheer wonder of it all
Others see me as a rebel or lost
not having a set way
But I don’t see reality as being preset
as if pre-given
A life not fixed gives hope
variability in life can bring joy
Constantly thinking
doesn't make all of my thoughts in vain
Frustration, worry, anxiety
and stress in thought, I accept
I cope by thinking of reality
as being intelligently progressive
Self discovery of life with a sense of wonder
can bring hope and joy
And yet when thinking about it
much struggle through effort within thinking
might be what's needed