Dreams do come true

[creativesoul]

I moved back to Kauai after 11 years in Oregon, this is where I raised my children. Hanalei Kauai
they are young men taking care of thier mama.
I'm moving to a fruit farm, dripping mangos from the trees.2 x a year! I need to dry alot of fruit. Aha' I am not down for the count- life awaits me dripping mango juice.
I met a man I knew25 years ago, so far so good
no more weddings
four was enough
I suppose it saved my life, being a mom, trying to set a semi - decent example for them, and my step sons.. I send love and gifts.
I saw my best friend of ten yrs and we had coffee together in hanalei one morning and both of us were amazed that we got to do that again! We went to the beach and she turned back into her lil brown Indian body again.
I blubbered up in the northwest, in Hawaii you can see your body and have a different relationship to it- and when menopause is over, you are no longer dominated by hormones and the doctors try to anti- depressant you out, but when it's over I was free.
I love tan lines, body rubs on the beach.
That man that destroyed my life still lives there. It was presented to me that when we look for a job they check our references etc past employers etc why don't we talk to thier x s?
Trusting is dangerous without dicernment.
So after 25 years I'm sleeping with another man with kids.
How many step children will I have?

[stilltrucking]

I have heard
happiness is
the fullfilment of
a childhood wish

yes it is a an uncanny feeling
moments of clarity

I have heard that
the two happiest days
in a woman's life
are her wedding day
and the day of her funeral

best wishes CS
thanks for keeping in touch
sinecerly
jt