in line with love and perfection
Posted: December 1st, 2010, 3:52 pm
If I’m to follow Jesus, then his cross
is more than jewelry, his crucifix
is more than pious home décor, his loss
is permanent— and all my parlor tricks
that speed to butterflies and empty tombs
are ideologies— idolatries—
of glory when his execution looms,
as mine would loom, in breath’s commending wheeze
unto the waiting hands of faith unproved
(and trusted nonetheless). So suffer me
to understand that this is what I’ve loved:
excruciation, love’s own brevity—
so why would it amaze me, when the dirt
receives my blood, that killing me would hurt?
is more than jewelry, his crucifix
is more than pious home décor, his loss
is permanent— and all my parlor tricks
that speed to butterflies and empty tombs
are ideologies— idolatries—
of glory when his execution looms,
as mine would loom, in breath’s commending wheeze
unto the waiting hands of faith unproved
(and trusted nonetheless). So suffer me
to understand that this is what I’ve loved:
excruciation, love’s own brevity—
so why would it amaze me, when the dirt
receives my blood, that killing me would hurt?