i thought i heard the sun
Posted: January 25th, 2005, 8:40 am
blow softly, wind, across the desert plain
lest sands of other years obscure
my path to future things
when beneath the rising of
the sacred sun i walk
in folded solitude and
stir up sand
god dips his hand into the morning sky
paints forms and signs and symbols
onto the bottom of my soul
and almost lucidly i wake
and walk and stir up
sand
and sand
and sand
words come from a queendom
of soft innuendoes
they come as messengers
to a king in exile
to find him waiting
folding napkins
dreaming
of blank pages
as reminders of snow
from a half-forgotten
russian novel
where silence sprouts
throughout the words
like grass
(dreams can be unpacked, re-examined,
and laid to rest in a grave with a rosebush,
so we know where to visit them, but they
still have the power to be resurrected)
i sleep
i wake
i sleep, then
i awaken
to find myself a stranger
still dreaming
of the sun
my eyes would paint
if but my heart could hold a brush
so much there is that lies in dust
and i am loath to have it stirred
by mind or careless feet
and so i speak: go softly
go softly
across the sands
(written 1999 or 2001 or something... just stumbled across this one in my files and felt that i must have written it for this very day today, back when i actually wrote it....)
lest sands of other years obscure
my path to future things
when beneath the rising of
the sacred sun i walk
in folded solitude and
stir up sand
god dips his hand into the morning sky
paints forms and signs and symbols
onto the bottom of my soul
and almost lucidly i wake
and walk and stir up
sand
and sand
and sand
words come from a queendom
of soft innuendoes
they come as messengers
to a king in exile
to find him waiting
folding napkins
dreaming
of blank pages
as reminders of snow
from a half-forgotten
russian novel
where silence sprouts
throughout the words
like grass
(dreams can be unpacked, re-examined,
and laid to rest in a grave with a rosebush,
so we know where to visit them, but they
still have the power to be resurrected)
i sleep
i wake
i sleep, then
i awaken
to find myself a stranger
still dreaming
of the sun
my eyes would paint
if but my heart could hold a brush
so much there is that lies in dust
and i am loath to have it stirred
by mind or careless feet
and so i speak: go softly
go softly
across the sands
(written 1999 or 2001 or something... just stumbled across this one in my files and felt that i must have written it for this very day today, back when i actually wrote it....)