AUTUMN INTO WINTER
Posted: January 28th, 2011, 9:23 pm
The forest of life is filled with wondrous trees
and each leaf on each tree
is an acquaintance, a loved one, a relative,
a friend.
There are only Four Seasons to each life,
and my Autumn is upon me.
My trees are filled with leaves of every hue,
from the palest green of a young grandchild
to the deep golden red of a fellow poet.
As I walk beneath the dappled shade of memory,
I accept the natural sequence of death;
I mourn the losses, understand that living –
and dying – is chronological.
It is the destiny that takes friends and contemporaries
out of sequence
that saddens me almost beyond my strength.
(My young grandson was one.)
Friends are so dear, so few, so carefully chosen
that when a friend dies,
a friend with whom I have spent hours
exchanging confidences,
whose dear face in a snapshot taken
when we were both young women of childbearing age
brings tears to my eyes,
I wonder Why, why was her span so short?
So this is my Autumn--
may my trees keep their bright leaves a little longer!
Winter is that season of forever,
when my own seared leaf shall fall,
my mighty trees totter, my forest linger
only in printed words –
if that.
Give me my Autumn, my many-leaved Autumn,
my Autumn of red and gold and rust,
and I will not begrudge too greatly
Winter’s final blast.
and each leaf on each tree
is an acquaintance, a loved one, a relative,
a friend.
There are only Four Seasons to each life,
and my Autumn is upon me.
My trees are filled with leaves of every hue,
from the palest green of a young grandchild
to the deep golden red of a fellow poet.
As I walk beneath the dappled shade of memory,
I accept the natural sequence of death;
I mourn the losses, understand that living –
and dying – is chronological.
It is the destiny that takes friends and contemporaries
out of sequence
that saddens me almost beyond my strength.
(My young grandson was one.)
Friends are so dear, so few, so carefully chosen
that when a friend dies,
a friend with whom I have spent hours
exchanging confidences,
whose dear face in a snapshot taken
when we were both young women of childbearing age
brings tears to my eyes,
I wonder Why, why was her span so short?
So this is my Autumn--
may my trees keep their bright leaves a little longer!
Winter is that season of forever,
when my own seared leaf shall fall,
my mighty trees totter, my forest linger
only in printed words –
if that.
Give me my Autumn, my many-leaved Autumn,
my Autumn of red and gold and rust,
and I will not begrudge too greatly
Winter’s final blast.