Studio8 - Uniting the Arts

Is it time to be me yet?
Just wondering
I have to be so many people
For so many people
Overwhelming dysfunction
Brain is malfunctioning
Strong for every individual
Do it all
Run circles around most in one day
Sometimes I would love to run away
But then I finally close my eyes
For them to open
After little rest
And do it all again
One foot in front
Of the other

i guess i feel like i have lived with you, been married to you, seen the real side of you-i dont really know why- i just visualize an old partner being a company man, wearing a mask, hanging out with corporate nothings for a dollar, impressed with the benefits.he thought that he could just lay around and get fed and have all the bills paid.i know that being a working man or woman is trying, but it should not require that you sell your soul, betray your wife, and do all the things you did loaded, sober.
me time is about working each layer of the onion, and changing our behavior, cultivating compassion, that is love. a warrior cry is one of compassion
i hope you will forgive yourself and the people that tried to love you

CS- We have established how similar we are I almost wonder if there is two of me in thought at least. We have shared so many similar experiences and the private conversations we have also strengthened this. You have become a wonderful confidant I thank you for that. I would have to give you the majority of the credit for my healing. I'm glad to know that in times like these there is someone here for me. Maybe my next trip I should plan, Hawaii that is also where my father lives a lot of the time and stop by to have some coffee. Until then I will enjoy my new friendship.

perhaps this is something that will happen, if not-keep up the good write- healing is hard work- you are safe here