Our love is forbidden...
Posted: June 18th, 2011, 1:00 am
Are you lying in bed next to her ,
thinking of me?
Kicking you leg, hoping to fall asleep; hoping to escape the pain of missing me?
Thinking of what if we could be? Wondering if I’m worth the risk? Wondering if I’m even up for it? Wondering if I’ll let you down? Wondering you can recover from this? Recover from what you think is selfishness?
You know nothing more than selflessness. You’ve ignored your own happiness in your relationship to be the hero to be the sole source of strength that is your family for as long as you’ve ever known.
You’ve rescued everyone you’ve ever met from their pain and sadness. Who is worth of saving you from yours? That brilliant smile, vibrant blue eyes the laughter and light-heartedness you grace us with is worth saving. You never let anyone see your pain or worries but they know the depth of your heart at friendship’s start.
I admire you, every quality that really is you. I love you to no end, more than just a friend. I love you passionately. I’ve never met anyone quit like me. Until that moment I laid eyes on you.
Someone asked me yesterday what I planned to do. I plan to always love you. That’s all I could tell them. I’ve been overwhelmed, missing you, wanting you, wishing I could just pour my heart out to you, longing to lie next to you.
I just want you to see inside my soul, to have an all-access, backstage pass to me as a whole. Everything I’ve ever kept hidden; been afraid to share. I’m not afraid with you.
How do you do this? Keep from going crazy like I am; missing you?
Our love is forbidden, discreetly kept hidden.
thinking of me?
Kicking you leg, hoping to fall asleep; hoping to escape the pain of missing me?
Thinking of what if we could be? Wondering if I’m worth the risk? Wondering if I’m even up for it? Wondering if I’ll let you down? Wondering you can recover from this? Recover from what you think is selfishness?
You know nothing more than selflessness. You’ve ignored your own happiness in your relationship to be the hero to be the sole source of strength that is your family for as long as you’ve ever known.
You’ve rescued everyone you’ve ever met from their pain and sadness. Who is worth of saving you from yours? That brilliant smile, vibrant blue eyes the laughter and light-heartedness you grace us with is worth saving. You never let anyone see your pain or worries but they know the depth of your heart at friendship’s start.
I admire you, every quality that really is you. I love you to no end, more than just a friend. I love you passionately. I’ve never met anyone quit like me. Until that moment I laid eyes on you.
Someone asked me yesterday what I planned to do. I plan to always love you. That’s all I could tell them. I’ve been overwhelmed, missing you, wanting you, wishing I could just pour my heart out to you, longing to lie next to you.
I just want you to see inside my soul, to have an all-access, backstage pass to me as a whole. Everything I’ve ever kept hidden; been afraid to share. I’m not afraid with you.
How do you do this? Keep from going crazy like I am; missing you?
Our love is forbidden, discreetly kept hidden.