a place on some map
Posted: June 26th, 2011, 4:20 am
i was not a gunslinger then
in fact i've never been a gunslinger
but i've walked out those doors
into the streets
again & again as if i knew something
about it all
but now the stories in my stomach
are attempting to escape my skin
i will need the doctors soon
they will put me to sleep
and enter me like a cave
with little lights & tiny machines
perhaps to find the paintings on my walls
but they will never see the days when
i was not a gunslinger
days when girls wishing to expose themselves
& the secrets of mankind
were everywhere
the days when magic was easy
and tricks natural
days when my father
was still alive
in fact i've never been a gunslinger
but i've walked out those doors
into the streets
again & again as if i knew something
about it all
but now the stories in my stomach
are attempting to escape my skin
i will need the doctors soon
they will put me to sleep
and enter me like a cave
with little lights & tiny machines
perhaps to find the paintings on my walls
but they will never see the days when
i was not a gunslinger
days when girls wishing to expose themselves
& the secrets of mankind
were everywhere
the days when magic was easy
and tricks natural
days when my father
was still alive