To Remember.
Posted: July 19th, 2011, 4:18 am
She wanted to remember
her baby as she was.
Not the last image
of paleness and cold flesh
and the white scrawl
wrapped loosely
about her.
She wanted to remember
the first time she held her,
the tiny fingers
and toes,
and the eyes bright
like small stars.
She wanted to hold
onto the pictures
of the baby
in her head,
the ones that captured
the first smile,
the first suck
on dug,
the first wrap
of tiny fingers
around her own
motherly thumb.
All that was left now
was the silent
grief-filled hum.
her baby as she was.
Not the last image
of paleness and cold flesh
and the white scrawl
wrapped loosely
about her.
She wanted to remember
the first time she held her,
the tiny fingers
and toes,
and the eyes bright
like small stars.
She wanted to hold
onto the pictures
of the baby
in her head,
the ones that captured
the first smile,
the first suck
on dug,
the first wrap
of tiny fingers
around her own
motherly thumb.
All that was left now
was the silent
grief-filled hum.