... Self-Mutilation ...

[ButterflyKiss]

Self-mutilation supersedes any type of relations

flirting with the allure
of interminable vacation
the sordid ways he loved me serve as justification
pain I crave
slave to brutality
a million miles from reality

I hate me

incessantly I desecrate this barren shell

a vacant stare
all that’s left there

camouflage this tragic cause
morbid pause

create a mirage
hide grief
state of disbelief
where I still reside.

[dadio]

Good work