message
Posted: June 2nd, 2012, 3:30 pm
message to the ones i loved
i miss the place we created for a time
that those places were sometimes left behind
motionless and watching the final steps
made it this far even if i wept
there were times i was unkind
the reasons seemed ok at the time
heard those stories of forgiveness and faith
not so sure i can be secure
when what i thought then
is such a blurr
the times i helped you kick
i did what i could
made me sick
before you died you were such a dick
now believe me
i cannot take anymore
that is why i walk out the door
why they all scream 'whore'
maybe i didnt love you right
but had to leave or stay and fight
i never did cheat
but i wanted out
it can work i said
never be dishonest with yourself
because any of the things that you thought you could hide
will come right back up at high tide
i miss the place we created for a time
that those places were sometimes left behind
motionless and watching the final steps
made it this far even if i wept
there were times i was unkind
the reasons seemed ok at the time
heard those stories of forgiveness and faith
not so sure i can be secure
when what i thought then
is such a blurr
the times i helped you kick
i did what i could
made me sick
before you died you were such a dick
now believe me
i cannot take anymore
that is why i walk out the door
why they all scream 'whore'
maybe i didnt love you right
but had to leave or stay and fight
i never did cheat
but i wanted out
it can work i said
never be dishonest with yourself
because any of the things that you thought you could hide
will come right back up at high tide