my writings for the Bigtime Poetry Melt Word Jam 2-18-05
Posted: February 19th, 2005, 11:32 pm
I do not want to discuss generations.
Not that I have anything against ancestory
or history or archived words or yellowed
photographs stuck to album pages which
gather closet dust.
I am here now and
not to make a sweeping generalization,
but I am here to say that no matter the
generations which have past, I am my
own creation.
Thus, I lust for the
moment, unconcerned with how
I originally arrived.
____________________
I come from a long generation of
sirens and wood nymphs. My sisters
and I decorate the hollows of chestnut trees
with our garments, and when we release
our spirits, our wings become sails.
We are travelers of both air and sea,
maritime journeyers, flight fanciers,
naked in wind currents.
Our solitude seeks
magnolia blossoms to
cover our skin, for we have been
sinners, year after year, through the
millenium.
My sisters and I have been sprites,
houris, dark-eyed virgins. We offer
paradise to gnomes and gallant knights.
Come home, my sweet scented knave
and I will crave your being in a body of water,
the forest, our shield from elements.
Let us drink vintage nectar from a
lotus leaf!
Follow me.
Folllow me!
____________________
My metamorphosis is incomplete.
I am a dragonfly, caught in larva,
awaiting the crown. I pose myself
on a bare branch, poised for flight,
yet nightfall erases the satin of a summer
glow by snuffing lantern light, each white
star, a needle poke into velvet fabric, the
sky, my god, the sky, my blindness, the air
teased with honeysuckle aroma and I am stolen
away by the way the music of your voice
chants my name, my dream to change
form and substance, to reappear
in your arms, whole, human,
transformed by your vision
of me.
____________________
If I live to be one hundred and four,
I would want more time to spend.
A century of your heartbeat next to mine
Will never be enough – my days would end
As stolen hours.
____________________
Allow me to offer naked images,
complete with peeled grapes fed
mouth to mouth, the recitation of wealthy
verse immersed by tongues trading
hot-emberred rhyme. Allow me to be
enamored with petite charms, words
which flirt with mistaken mantras. Allow me
to shape hidden stories by bringing them to
view, each chapter, unclothed, each paragraph,
undressed, each line, stripped from every other
line, each comma, purposely placed in order to
soak in the pause between the exhales of
Love.
____________________
I cannot break away from purpose.
My purpose is to become the tide.
My purpose is to ride a wave crest to
Fortunate communion, bathe in shore-foam,
Lie exposed to heart-rays, play words like a
Lute, violins orchestrated in a symphony arrangement,
Drumbeats keeping time with connective melodic phrases.
I cannot break away from purpose
or harmony, each iota of
Me making love to a stanza,
And when I expire, when nature
Has her way by my demise,
My purpose may be recognized as
Folly or as a trite dream, lucid
As the breeze is lucid, true as my
Purpose.
To Love.
To die to breakaway undercurrents,
To promote the touch of fingertips
To fingertips, to spread a shore
Blanket, warm like
Summer, determined, as a
Sand grain is determined to pronounce the
Purpose of shorelines.
Tiny are the questions of value.
I cannot break away from purpose to
Present such queries.
____________________
I have been soiled, buried in garden silt,
flower petals wilted without pardon.
I built a trellis from decayed and burnt
limbs, arms, legs, hands, fingers jutting up
like extensions from unfertilized virginia clay,
hardened, trampled, stomped, tamped, each
bulb buried live by fingernail digs.
It is the envy of winter still.
I await the bloom.
vines will climb with
room to strangle one another.
spring is such a
luscious time.
____________________
What if the sun decided to
Crawl behind December eyes,
Refusing to emerge when the earth
Rotated twenty-five degrees, Spring
Never again to don a nyad gown, no
Grape skins to peel, no return of heat, the
Circular axis incomplete, never the dawn of
Equinox, no vernal gift, no iris shine from
Beneath lids, nothing but icicle stabs,
Nothing but frozen tearstains, nothing,
No sidewalk cracks yielding even
Weeds to pick, to pluck, to recycle
Into compost?
What if the sun decided to
Crawl behind a February tease,
Spring only a love-threat,
Never reawakened?
____________________
parched desert
alphabet lies
cactus shadows
blanched oasis
____________________
Let us send Winter a one-way ticket to
Orbit Mercury, lift-off to a Jupiter crash,
Ablaze to skim the edge of the Sun until
His arrogance is singed and blisters
Devour his skin, launch him into blackhole
Deathspace until
He is annihilated by Saturn rings,
Hang him to a cross in a public square,
Dare the crowd to plant a crown of thorns
Upon his brow, slaughter him like a calf,
Spring, the resurrection,
Spring, the greenery,
Spring, the garden,
Spring, the Eden
Arising, hearts proud of the
Murder.
____________________
Heather greets a morning breath,
Scents of Prynnecess desire,
Kate awakens sunsmiles,
Cracked pavements prepared to bloom.
We make room for a thaw.
We make room for air where
Vernal paradigms fill our lungs with
Love.
Above, the Gods laugh.
We attempt to discover their mockery.
Humor is cyclical as the ghosts of
Seasons trick us with a riddle,
Same answer each time.
Spring and Love are siblings.
One of a kind. They travel hand-in-hand as
Paramours.
We serve them tea on the
Veranda, grape vines
Draped to blanket us from view.
____________________
I walked barefoot on truth,
pealed my jane mansfield sandals off
to find pavement heat making whoopee
with my sole.
__________________
i have followed the presence of flesh, met
death as a friend at my dor, wore my hair
in glistened shades of grey and gold, sold
memories in exchange for glances of affection,
tested the depths of ponds and floods on lawns
with bare toes, each fresh blade affectionate between
the distance of doubt and wonder, and i have heard
thunder increase on the corner of a storm, a warm front
confronting ice, and just as joy became flesh, i have rested
in the shade of ideas, the goodnight moon my child's story,
revelation becoming my worth.
birth is snipped from an
umbilical cord.
we were once connected to a
universe. today we wander
free, tenderness, the mercy
offered.
i try not to toy with
miracles.
__________
generations of angels have
taken residence in the minds of our
ancestors, their wings marking time,
their halos refracting moonbeam ideas.
they are life-sized replicas of souls
split into an alternate space.
their faces beckon
wisdom and memory.
generations of angels do not
engage in puppetry. nothing is
staged, but they do rehearse
day and night, their voices becoming
our mantras, our muse.
__________
I am a snow angel.
I lie in depths of ice,
spread my arms to wave them up,
down, up down, my body warmth
melting winter chill, wings making
way for crocus blossoms.
__________
we stand on the shoulders of
generation after generation,
feet bare, steady on the clavicles,
one on top of the next, frozen in our own
time, and soon we melt back down
into the generation below, becoming
history or legend, for future children's
feet to stand up upon.
__________
I hear the ancient drumbeat of
a circle rite, rocks on tin, sticks thumping
ritual, rain making crescendo echoes,
a Thunder God worshiped.
In the center there is a fire.
Inside the fire blue eyes scold,
orange wise memory unfolds,
laps yellow white truths
to lick a velvet sky.
I become one with the supreme
reminder of ancestory, decorate
my skin with vivid paint and feathers,
dance until dawn, chanting
wordsongs I had never remembered.
__________
I am a child of the present,
a parent of the future,
a grandchild of history.
I am a documentary of myself,
connecting generations with
a theory of strings, each chromosome
a part of my children's hearts, each
gene woven with the genes of ancestory.
I have discovered the religion of
All Time,
this moment
the only
moment.
__________
If you only had a half hour left,
what would you do?
I would attempt to
reconcile thirty
minutes by
examining
one at a
time.
__________
The purpose of poetry is
to circumscribe the relationship
between generations of ideas.
__________
Some burn a city with words.
Some set fire to a country with philosophy.
Some fuel atrocities with the fervor of flame,
Commit arson until the globe flares into carbon
By a lie or a religious rite, claim royalty in order
To dictate social strata.
But it also works in reverse.
In the beginning was the word
And the word is Love.
Speak the word from your lips.
Tip the stem glass to sip the word.
Allow the word to perspire from your skin
And all you touch will become liquid gold.
Set fire to the earth with the birth
Of Love.
We are a new generation.
We are a new generation.
We seek peace through honest gestures,
Each word, our heartbeat.
__________
Closing sonnet......
Our day today is coming to a close.
No words can e'er be added to this verse.
Yet just as when the sun this morn' arose,
Each moment we are one, a song immersed
In sky, the air, our fair companion gift,
Becomes the atmosphere for share of thought,
Our spirits soon to rise by words which lift
Us into where we touch the hope we've sought.
When sons of generations go beyond
The next to find an answer past the grave,
We seek to hear them speak so soft, so fond
Of Love, the mere necessity to save.
...... These words a meger represented light
...... And with them I will bid my friends goodnight.
Not that I have anything against ancestory
or history or archived words or yellowed
photographs stuck to album pages which
gather closet dust.
I am here now and
not to make a sweeping generalization,
but I am here to say that no matter the
generations which have past, I am my
own creation.
Thus, I lust for the
moment, unconcerned with how
I originally arrived.
____________________
I come from a long generation of
sirens and wood nymphs. My sisters
and I decorate the hollows of chestnut trees
with our garments, and when we release
our spirits, our wings become sails.
We are travelers of both air and sea,
maritime journeyers, flight fanciers,
naked in wind currents.
Our solitude seeks
magnolia blossoms to
cover our skin, for we have been
sinners, year after year, through the
millenium.
My sisters and I have been sprites,
houris, dark-eyed virgins. We offer
paradise to gnomes and gallant knights.
Come home, my sweet scented knave
and I will crave your being in a body of water,
the forest, our shield from elements.
Let us drink vintage nectar from a
lotus leaf!
Follow me.
Folllow me!
____________________
My metamorphosis is incomplete.
I am a dragonfly, caught in larva,
awaiting the crown. I pose myself
on a bare branch, poised for flight,
yet nightfall erases the satin of a summer
glow by snuffing lantern light, each white
star, a needle poke into velvet fabric, the
sky, my god, the sky, my blindness, the air
teased with honeysuckle aroma and I am stolen
away by the way the music of your voice
chants my name, my dream to change
form and substance, to reappear
in your arms, whole, human,
transformed by your vision
of me.
____________________
If I live to be one hundred and four,
I would want more time to spend.
A century of your heartbeat next to mine
Will never be enough – my days would end
As stolen hours.
____________________
Allow me to offer naked images,
complete with peeled grapes fed
mouth to mouth, the recitation of wealthy
verse immersed by tongues trading
hot-emberred rhyme. Allow me to be
enamored with petite charms, words
which flirt with mistaken mantras. Allow me
to shape hidden stories by bringing them to
view, each chapter, unclothed, each paragraph,
undressed, each line, stripped from every other
line, each comma, purposely placed in order to
soak in the pause between the exhales of
Love.
____________________
I cannot break away from purpose.
My purpose is to become the tide.
My purpose is to ride a wave crest to
Fortunate communion, bathe in shore-foam,
Lie exposed to heart-rays, play words like a
Lute, violins orchestrated in a symphony arrangement,
Drumbeats keeping time with connective melodic phrases.
I cannot break away from purpose
or harmony, each iota of
Me making love to a stanza,
And when I expire, when nature
Has her way by my demise,
My purpose may be recognized as
Folly or as a trite dream, lucid
As the breeze is lucid, true as my
Purpose.
To Love.
To die to breakaway undercurrents,
To promote the touch of fingertips
To fingertips, to spread a shore
Blanket, warm like
Summer, determined, as a
Sand grain is determined to pronounce the
Purpose of shorelines.
Tiny are the questions of value.
I cannot break away from purpose to
Present such queries.
____________________
I have been soiled, buried in garden silt,
flower petals wilted without pardon.
I built a trellis from decayed and burnt
limbs, arms, legs, hands, fingers jutting up
like extensions from unfertilized virginia clay,
hardened, trampled, stomped, tamped, each
bulb buried live by fingernail digs.
It is the envy of winter still.
I await the bloom.
vines will climb with
room to strangle one another.
spring is such a
luscious time.
____________________
What if the sun decided to
Crawl behind December eyes,
Refusing to emerge when the earth
Rotated twenty-five degrees, Spring
Never again to don a nyad gown, no
Grape skins to peel, no return of heat, the
Circular axis incomplete, never the dawn of
Equinox, no vernal gift, no iris shine from
Beneath lids, nothing but icicle stabs,
Nothing but frozen tearstains, nothing,
No sidewalk cracks yielding even
Weeds to pick, to pluck, to recycle
Into compost?
What if the sun decided to
Crawl behind a February tease,
Spring only a love-threat,
Never reawakened?
____________________
parched desert
alphabet lies
cactus shadows
blanched oasis
____________________
Let us send Winter a one-way ticket to
Orbit Mercury, lift-off to a Jupiter crash,
Ablaze to skim the edge of the Sun until
His arrogance is singed and blisters
Devour his skin, launch him into blackhole
Deathspace until
He is annihilated by Saturn rings,
Hang him to a cross in a public square,
Dare the crowd to plant a crown of thorns
Upon his brow, slaughter him like a calf,
Spring, the resurrection,
Spring, the greenery,
Spring, the garden,
Spring, the Eden
Arising, hearts proud of the
Murder.
____________________
Heather greets a morning breath,
Scents of Prynnecess desire,
Kate awakens sunsmiles,
Cracked pavements prepared to bloom.
We make room for a thaw.
We make room for air where
Vernal paradigms fill our lungs with
Love.
Above, the Gods laugh.
We attempt to discover their mockery.
Humor is cyclical as the ghosts of
Seasons trick us with a riddle,
Same answer each time.
Spring and Love are siblings.
One of a kind. They travel hand-in-hand as
Paramours.
We serve them tea on the
Veranda, grape vines
Draped to blanket us from view.
____________________
I walked barefoot on truth,
pealed my jane mansfield sandals off
to find pavement heat making whoopee
with my sole.
__________________
i have followed the presence of flesh, met
death as a friend at my dor, wore my hair
in glistened shades of grey and gold, sold
memories in exchange for glances of affection,
tested the depths of ponds and floods on lawns
with bare toes, each fresh blade affectionate between
the distance of doubt and wonder, and i have heard
thunder increase on the corner of a storm, a warm front
confronting ice, and just as joy became flesh, i have rested
in the shade of ideas, the goodnight moon my child's story,
revelation becoming my worth.
birth is snipped from an
umbilical cord.
we were once connected to a
universe. today we wander
free, tenderness, the mercy
offered.
i try not to toy with
miracles.
__________
generations of angels have
taken residence in the minds of our
ancestors, their wings marking time,
their halos refracting moonbeam ideas.
they are life-sized replicas of souls
split into an alternate space.
their faces beckon
wisdom and memory.
generations of angels do not
engage in puppetry. nothing is
staged, but they do rehearse
day and night, their voices becoming
our mantras, our muse.
__________
I am a snow angel.
I lie in depths of ice,
spread my arms to wave them up,
down, up down, my body warmth
melting winter chill, wings making
way for crocus blossoms.
__________
we stand on the shoulders of
generation after generation,
feet bare, steady on the clavicles,
one on top of the next, frozen in our own
time, and soon we melt back down
into the generation below, becoming
history or legend, for future children's
feet to stand up upon.
__________
I hear the ancient drumbeat of
a circle rite, rocks on tin, sticks thumping
ritual, rain making crescendo echoes,
a Thunder God worshiped.
In the center there is a fire.
Inside the fire blue eyes scold,
orange wise memory unfolds,
laps yellow white truths
to lick a velvet sky.
I become one with the supreme
reminder of ancestory, decorate
my skin with vivid paint and feathers,
dance until dawn, chanting
wordsongs I had never remembered.
__________
I am a child of the present,
a parent of the future,
a grandchild of history.
I am a documentary of myself,
connecting generations with
a theory of strings, each chromosome
a part of my children's hearts, each
gene woven with the genes of ancestory.
I have discovered the religion of
All Time,
this moment
the only
moment.
__________
If you only had a half hour left,
what would you do?
I would attempt to
reconcile thirty
minutes by
examining
one at a
time.
__________
The purpose of poetry is
to circumscribe the relationship
between generations of ideas.
__________
Some burn a city with words.
Some set fire to a country with philosophy.
Some fuel atrocities with the fervor of flame,
Commit arson until the globe flares into carbon
By a lie or a religious rite, claim royalty in order
To dictate social strata.
But it also works in reverse.
In the beginning was the word
And the word is Love.
Speak the word from your lips.
Tip the stem glass to sip the word.
Allow the word to perspire from your skin
And all you touch will become liquid gold.
Set fire to the earth with the birth
Of Love.
We are a new generation.
We are a new generation.
We seek peace through honest gestures,
Each word, our heartbeat.
__________
Closing sonnet......
Our day today is coming to a close.
No words can e'er be added to this verse.
Yet just as when the sun this morn' arose,
Each moment we are one, a song immersed
In sky, the air, our fair companion gift,
Becomes the atmosphere for share of thought,
Our spirits soon to rise by words which lift
Us into where we touch the hope we've sought.
When sons of generations go beyond
The next to find an answer past the grave,
We seek to hear them speak so soft, so fond
Of Love, the mere necessity to save.
...... These words a meger represented light
...... And with them I will bid my friends goodnight.