my father

[creativesoul]

he has not spoken to me in four years- i was supposed to provide the impossible, his daughter- while he did what exactly? at any rate= apparently he sent and e-mail to my son looking for shelia denial' where is she?' that is funny. i knew where she was the whole time - she hides in places so no one can find her- she knows the sound of thunder and it grew a turtle finger- she leaves before it just gets far too heavy- when dad has guns on the front door it is best to sleep out that evening.no finishing school has to teach me that one-but why does he want me involved- after all this time- me thinking he hated me- or something female and broken just vaporized- when my father walked into a bar- the girls panities seems to get real wet- and the next thing ya know i guess hollywood just fucks your mind when you are an actor- geez- if you are the writer - it can be said'bad material' if you are a bad actor- nothing can be said-

so while he is deciding which woman he will have in the bar- he uses me- he calls me on the phone and puts his latest potential catch on the line- to say= you will find out-if you stay around here long enough-- that it is a genetic defect in my family when someone has lost the keys-that it is not the best time for opening remarks and critiques,=introductions etc
i managaed to be civil- my friend s dog had to come over and find the keys-
so just what part of your daughter has no more time to listen to what a great guy you never were anyway-and shelia knows when dad is lost in hollywood

[the mingo]

[dadio]

Powerful writing.

what part of your daughter has no more time to listen to what a great guy you never were anyway-

[creativesoul]

thanx- i have since thought up other things to say to 'her'
who ever the poor woman is that is a victim of my fathers lust
would hear this
' i know how painful it is to be alone, however you will wish for the nights of lonliness if you get involved with the charming man that passed you the phone that masquerades as my father
he will pick you over like a vulture and you will beg him not to to leave you
but he will
it will be your fault it didnt work
the chances of you finding someone better
greatly increase as you step away from my father

WHAT ME, I AM NOT A RELATIONSHIP ADDICT- i will just sit and watch and wait until i can get my fix, get my love howl going on.being anywhere near this man in a bar is not intelligent- and i am sure you are a beautiful woman or my father wouldnt even be remotely interested in you= but i am his daughter- and short of watching him drunk dancing in front of jukeboxes and lip syncing 'it is just impossible' questioning how my daddy could treat a woman - or me - like that- i have no other suggestions then back away slowly- he will destroy your life- i know- and it will not bother him in the least- at long as he is comfortable- i married a few like that myself-but i found out my job was to save my own ass, not my fathers, and not anyone elses-
but if it were legal- that man would be hobbled.