metal-removal-1

[creativesoul]

her neck was messed up in a car wreck-
her son has a brain injury and an attitude

the doctors put metal in her neck
she is having it taken out
i am the driver
the nurse- the healer
and im fucking scared shitless

i ask everyone of my relations- every spirit- every God i knew as a child- and the CREATOR i know now- i ask you to help this lady-please-in my best little girl voice
inside my heart
love comes in and tears ya apart
no matter how it starts
that love can fix it all up
heal it all-
make things golden again
then mix it up tear it up
starts all over again
maybe some have had
soft sweet little experiences
but the ones i love the most know
about the wreck
the wall
the fallen soul
when no one or nothing can fill up the hole
the tears fall
nothing to recall
empty void
over done
not fun anymore
at all
'how tough do you gotta be?"
brave up=
yeah i heard you
her lil dog is here
in the taj mahal doghouse
because he is a fiesty bugger
name is tuffy
so tonight if you read this
there are many people that just want 'simple pleasures'
autonomy- independence
and well- asking for help
can be a bitch
there are me and a few
that are really blue
nervous sneezing
ahchhoo
but really when push comes to shove-
all i ever had to give was my love
prayers and time
cats an tea
wont you please come home with me?
she like me
house bunnies
like the funnies
sweetness harmony the tree-

her lil dog
sleeps by the door
her voice is shaking


all of us
the carrier of ancestral memories
a rare native woman
in this crazy fucking world
where bad shit fucking comes at ya like a train wreck

[creativesoul]

She rolls in to the operating room
Walking around the hospital-there is a sunlit room
A woman volunteers to play piano
Here in the hospital
I sat in the sunlight
I know
Years
Roll by
In my eyes
She is free
The woman plays somewhere over the rainbow

[creativesoul]

[sweetwater]

david lynch script
wonderfully delicate

maybe i should take public transit for a while