SEARCHING ME.

[dadio]

Fay's crying
by the pub

I see her
on my way
to Baldy's
for shopping
for Mother

she's pretty
standing there
in the blue
cotton dress

so what's up?
I ask her

she looks down
towards home
the tall flats

my dad's mad
and angry
and punished
me just now

why was that?

because I
got the names
of our Lord's
apostles
incorrect

O big deal
I don't know
the guys' names
I tell her

she sniffles
wipes her eyes
looks at me

but I should
she tells me
I’m Catholic
and the nuns
teach us things

nuns and buns
I tell her
forget that
Saturday
is for fun

Dad told me
to learn them
she mutters
she sniffles
her eyes red
I’m done for
if I don't

we'll learn them
together
I tell her

so we go
to my place

my mother
gets us drinks
and biscuits
and brings us
a Bible
an old one
black covered
red edges

Fay sits there
next to me
on the brown
wide sofa
cold leather
with cushions

her fingers
turn pages
here's the page
she utters

I watch her
her finger
very slim
run through names

I nibble
a Rich Tea

she recites
a few names
in order
we repeat
and repeat
till they stick
in our brains

she nibbles
Custard Creams

I drink tea
then more names
repeated
repeated
like a game
name on name
Peter john
James Andrew
and others
and others

I nibble
Ginger Nuts

she nibbles
a Rich Tea

got them now?
I ask her

I think so
I hope so
she utters

she shows me
her red thigh
her old man's
hand mark there

I know them
she tells me

we both do
I tell her

we sip tea
in silence

nearly time
for the kid's
cinema
I tell her
can you come?

don't think so
Daddy says
it's sinful
to watch films
of violence
and kissing
and killing

she looks sad
nibbling
a Rich Tea
her red eyes
searching me.

[the mingo]

searching the forest for the deer - none of us knew our lives were going to be one continuous poem moment to moment when we began, did we? i love your zeroing in on moments, Terry,
ha! good one

[Doreen Peri]

Effective imagery and storytelling.

I must tell you, though, that as much as I love this piece and all of your works, I prefer when you use punctuation when telling a story. As the reader of your works, it helps direct me. I'm all for breaking rules to create effect, but this piece would work better with proper punctuation, I think. (Just my opinion upon first read). I think longer lines, rather than the abrupt short lines, might also help make it stronger. It was a bit jarring, the style with the short lines and no punctuation... made it harder for me to follow.

As always, your fan,

-me

[dadio]

Thank you, thde mingo & Doreen