N a meeting
Posted: October 24th, 2014, 6:26 pm
Cannot rely on my thinking
That's where I am at
I hear
I just have to put distance
Between the rockabilly the hard place
Exposure
To the light
But my secrets come out
Wanting to fight
The man next to me
Smells so good
Focus on wherever I am at that time
I kind of hear
But I don't want to listen
I come here on auto pilot
Car drives me here
I am not sure about anything
Really
Flirtation to get my needs met
Who am I today?
With out the connection to another?
Just who I am
That is all
This is all I got
I can fill myself with coffee
Get to the gym
Talk to a friend
But what I am
Is like little sparks
That light inside
Brilliant
Even if I cannot see it
That's where I am at
I hear
I just have to put distance
Between the rockabilly the hard place
Exposure
To the light
But my secrets come out
Wanting to fight
The man next to me
Smells so good
Focus on wherever I am at that time
I kind of hear
But I don't want to listen
I come here on auto pilot
Car drives me here
I am not sure about anything
Really
Flirtation to get my needs met
Who am I today?
With out the connection to another?
Just who I am
That is all
This is all I got
I can fill myself with coffee
Get to the gym
Talk to a friend
But what I am
Is like little sparks
That light inside
Brilliant
Even if I cannot see it